Quarrel

A married couple are NOT well suited

when both partners usually feel

the need for a quarrel

at the same time

A quarrel is quickly settled

when deserted by one party;

there is no battle

unless there be two

I don't like

yelling and fighting,

and

I can't quarrel

A letter to Chee Keong

Hello Chee Keong,

I don't know how to start. haha..

It was my childhood dream to become an architect but after getting my SPM results, I have a long thought. I'm afraid I can't cope and knowing myself cannot handle stress. I did checked with the architecture students on what they think about architecture and I was told 'Time Management is very important'. They're mostly smart students who scores A's. It's a professional and costly course to pick. I can't imagine if i took up the course and half way through, i give up. (Time and money wasted) all the burdens on my mom.

Actually it's my mom's suggestion to pick Marketing because she thinks it's high demand in the market. I've looked through the courses outline and it seems to be quite interesting. It covers a little bit of business and finance. So, what do you think? Any other courses you think that suits my character? For your information, I don't really like to study (nerd). That's why my results are so so.. How so so. ehem.. let me tell you. A+ for English and Maths. B+ for Physics. C+ for B.Malaysia, Moral, Add maths, Biology and History. A Donkey for my chemistry which I hated most but I scored A1 for 1119 English which i'm quite proud of except for my mom. She was like 'huh? what's that? what's 1119?' haha..

Tell you what I really love to do.

I always have the dream to be air-stewardess. My mom grumbles me, said i must at least get a degree before i pursue to become an air-stewardess. What say you?

I pray that God will speaks to me through you.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Makiyo Yen

p/s: Blowing kisses to Evan and Elliot.

Confused

You're right about me

I don't study

You've expected

I didn't do well in my exams

I disappoint you

I'm sorry

I let down your hope

I apologize

All this while

I've been looking forward

to study in Architecture

but

I changed my mind

After receiving a phone call

Many told me that

Architecture is very tough

I'm not a tough girl

I'm not a strong girl

I'm slow

That's me

You're not discouraging me

You're giving another option

I see the bright side

of the new path

Again

I'm undecided

Again

I've to think of what to study

Most of my friends are in college

Most of them are doing A Levels

Most of them have decided what they want

What about me?

I'm still wondering here

I'm still thinking of what to study

I'm wasting my time

I'm blogging non-sense

Alice In Wonderland

The summary of

Alice In Wonderland

Alice is very bored and sleepy while sitting with her older sister outside, until she sees a White Rabbit looking at his watch and talking to himself. She follows the Rabbit down a very deep rabbit hole and ends up far beneath the ground in a hall with a tiny locked door that leads to a beautiful garden.

She eats and drinks things that make her change in size, but she is still unable to get through the door into the garden. When she becomes huge, she cries in frustration and when she shrinks, she is small enough to swim around in a pool made of her own tears. In the pool, she encounters many creatures, including a Mouse. The creatures and Alice manage to get out of the pool and dry off, but Alice is soon left alone.

Alice finds the Rabbit's house and grows huge after drinking a strange liquid. She terrifies the rabbit and his neighbors and grows very small again after fanning herself. Alice then comes across a Caterpillar smoking a hookah. He irritates Alice and asks her to recite poetry, which she cannot do properly. The Caterpillar informs Alice that eating one side of the mushroom he is sitting on will make her larger but eating the other side will make her smaller. Alice is still trying to become the right size to get into the garden.

She comes to a house in the woods, where a Duchess, her ugly baby, her hostile Cook, and her Cheshire Cat reside.

The kitchen is full of pepper and dishes which were hurled in anger. Alice tries to save the baby from this environment, but the baby soon turns into a pig, so she is forced to let it go. The Cheshire Cat appears, grins at Alice, and recommends that she visit the Mad Hatter or the March Hare. The Cheshire Cat vanishes and reappears suddenly. Finally, he disappears gradually so only his grin remains.

Alice goes to the March Hare's house, where she finds a tea-party going on. Alice sits down at the table with the Hare, the Hatter, and the Dormouse. She finds them rude and quickly becomes annoyed with them, so she leaves. She decides to go through a door in a tree and again finds herself in the room with the tiny door leading to the garden. This time she manages to get into the garden.

In the garden she comes across three gardeners painting white roses red. They are afraid of being executed by the Queen of Hearts. Suddenly the Queen and her entourage of playing cards appear. The Queen invites Alice to play croquet, and Alice joins a very strange game. She soon learns that the Duchess is to be executed. The Cheshire Cat's head appears above the ground and causes quite a stir.

The Duchess is brought from prison to settle matters and begins talking with Alice about the moral of everything. The Queen then decides Alice should go meet the Mock Turtle; she is escorted by the Gryphon. Alice learns the Mock Turtle's history and sees a dance called the Lobster Quadrille. Alice again tries to recite poetry with little success.

The Gryphon whisks Alice back to court when they hear that the trial is beginning. The Knave of Hearts is on trial for stealing the Queen's tarts. Alice is excited to be in court and to hear the testimony of the Hatter and the Cook. Alice herself is called to testify after she has inexplicably grown larger again. Alice is impertinent and the King orders her to leave the court, but she refuses. She is outraged by the unfairness of the court's proceedings and provokes the Queen to order her execution. Alice tells the court that they're nothing but a pack of cards, and they rise up and attack her.

At this point, Alice realizes that she has been asleep for a long time in her sister's lap. She tells her sister about the events of her marvelous dream and then goes in to tea. Her sister is captivated by the dream and imagines Alice as a grown woman who will still have a child-like sense of wonder.

*~the end~*

11/03/2010

11th of March 2010

is a Dooms Day

Had breakfast with Mom and aunt

at Mc D

Couldn't sleep well

I looked like a panda

Everyone has the same feelings

Nervous, worries, and etc

I was pissed

Real PISSED

The guard shoo-ed me out of the school

just because I wasn't wearing a long pants

That's RIDICULOUS!

I went up straight to meet my ex-discipline teacher

It was ZAHAN!

HATE HIM!!!

He PICK on me

I HATE HIM

I was angry

really angry till I YELLED at him

do NOT mess with me when I'm PISSED

I mean it

Called soh poh

Thank God that she was still at home

She lent me her long jeans

It's too loose for me

I looked like a fisher woman

'Hahahaha!!!' Thar's our reaction

What to do?

FORCED to wear it

Rachel cried like someone had just passed away

but yet she got 9A's and a B for morale

Not to mention about her boyfriend

both of them are super smart

They expected straight A's

so they're going to pay RM50 to remark their papers

To be honest

I'm happy to have a bunch of smart peeps around me

We went T.Bowl, Sungei Wang

for lunch

Time to eat

Time to laugh

Nothing special happened

Still the same old me and my friends

Of course, as usual

we'll do some funny stuffs

Went arcade in Time Square

with Suvi, Sam, Zoey and Loh Loh

Went home after a few games

Fell in love with arcade

I would love to spend more time with

my girlfriends in future

Looking at Rachel and Jarred

They're both blinded with LOVE

Is LOVE really that powerful?

That's a tough question to answer

Anyways, I'm glad to see my friends' smiley faces

I will miss their laughter as well

I love you guys and girls!!!

!!!Muakx!!!

10/03/10

Had the worst nightmare ever!!

Dreamed of...

Mom doesn't allow me to take Architecture

Mom confiscated my SPM Result!!

Waited for grandpa to fetch me to UCSI

Dai Yee supposed to send me but then

She has a lunch appointment with friends

Thank God that Grandpa is a taxi driver

Reached UCSI

I was lost!

Was I standing at the right campus?

The North wing or the South wing?

Thank God that

I met a guy who's from somewhere somewhere

which I have no idea where is that on earth

He led me to BOS HALL..

The hall was huge

It wasn't the hall I expected

It can fit thousands of peeps

I was alone

I was the odd one

I was the only one who's in red

I was the youngest one

I was the only one with a small handbag

I found a place

The fifth roll in the middle

I took out a book

and I started to read

Few minutes later

A.R Clement Wong arrived

He was early

I saw him and of course he saw me too..

He introduced me to his student, Daniel

I introduced myself to him as well

then to one of the lecturer, Miss Sue

She's an Indian with loadsa make up

I settled down

Started reading the book again

Suddenly

Someone poked me on my back

I turned around and saw three guys sitting there

In the middle, there's a good looking guy

His name is Nigel

He's a senior in UCSI

His friends beside him were starring at me

I introduced myself again

The one sitting on the left was Leong

The one sitting on the right was Ah Tan

Leong is doing Interior Architecture

whereas

Nigel and Ah Tan are doing Architecture

They thought Im about their age

I told them I'll soon be a UCSI student

I've just finished my SPM

and

I'm waiting for my result

They were shocked

They thought I came from other country

'Do I looked like a foreigner to you?'

we chatted

I saw Gim Kiang

but didn't have the guts to call him

so

I continued with my reading again

A guy sitting next to me started to chat with me

He started the conversation with

'I noticed Chinese girls love wearing shoes like you're wearing now'

I looked at my shoes and replied 'well, that's very common'

His name is Ahmed

His friend is Ben

Ahmed is very very talkative

Ben is a polite and a nice guy

Three of us chatted

about the lecturers,

schools, facilities, classes and etc

Both of them are doing Interior Architecture

Daniel introduced his friend to me

Her name is Queenie

easy for me to remember

nice!

She's also doing Architecture

She's a specky girl

She's a friendly girl

She's also quite talkative

Gim Kiang gave me a call

waved to him

Finally!!!

He saw me

The talk has finally started

at 2.25pm

It ended around 3.05pm

It was a half an hour talk

The main idea

for the whole session

was GO GREEN!!!

and in future they're going to invent a Green vertical wall!

But

overall was Good

although

it was a brief one

I've made my final decision

I'm going to take Architecture

in

UCSI!!!!

I'll soon be a UCSI-ian

but still

have to wait until

MAY (sigh)

Thank you mummy for reminding me again

Play hard

Take my own sweet time

I will not disappoint you again (I promise)

Someone said I fall in love easily

Is that true?

'I don't think so'

I'll prove it

Went Taylors

In love with the University College

Went UTAR

Felt uncomfortable

Taylors?

UCSI?

UTAR?

headache now..

Wish to enter Taylors but

it's very far

it's kinda costly

so, how?

UCSI is my second choice

it's nearer compared to Taylors

the fees are almost the same

so, i'm considering..

UTAR?

ish! hate to mention

It's the cheapest but

I still don't like it!!

Ish! don't feel like blogging.

06/03/10

* Oh Happy Day! *

Indescribable!

Unbelievable!

Indefinable!

* During Social Club *

we had an awesome worship session

we had fun spending time with God's most 'precious' children

we had successfully did an impromptu sketch

* Jamming for ROCK *

fun to jam without knowing the songs

learned to play 'Awesome God'

fun to jam in full band

* Lunch with Edward, Alvin and Andy *

Alvin interviewed by ntv 7

Had fun chatting with 3 guys

Had a delicious 'herbal dumpling noodle'

* Andy Lost his phone? *

Ran back to the restaurant at BB Plaza

Ran back to KFC

Found out that Edward took his phone

* First guitar lesson *

Learned G, Em, C and D chords

Have to cut fingernails

Struggling to press the chords

* Ice-breaker for ROCK *

Everyone was running around

Everyone was chasing after one another

Everyone was exhausted, panting and sweating

* Lesson *

Contrast and Contact

God created Light and Darkness

Pray for one another everyday

* Reached home *

LAUGH OUT LOUD

Mom permed her hair

She looks cute and younger

* That's all I guess *

I can't stop thinking about ...

I can't get rid of ...

I'm wondering

I'm waiting

Let me know the answer

A clear answer from you

I have to be patient

I have to be kind

Happy

to receive your reply

Sad

to wait for your reply

I should stop this

but how?

ask God

that's the only way I guess..

You think I'm ugly,

You think I'm stupid,
You think I'm dumb,

I think you're wrong!

You think I'm smart,

I think you're intelligent;

You think I've a nice name,

I think you've a unique name.

You think I'm a kid,

I think you're too mature;

You think I've a kid's voice,

I think you love it.

You admire my vocal,

I admire the way you talk;

You think I'm funny,

I think you're lame.

You tease me,

I accept it;

You make fun of me,

I'll try to listen to it.

You think you're telling the truth,

I think I've to accept what you say;

You think I'm ego,

I think that's self-defense.

You think being the only child is nice,

I think being the only child is lonely;

You think 24 hours a day isn't enough,

I think that's what God has created for us.

You think I'm a slow learner,

I think you're just impatient;

You think I've a poker-face,

I think it appears only to you.

You think I need a boyfriend,

I think I don't need one to protect me;

You think I'm fragile,

I think you're hiding something.

You think you're my brother then I'll tell you everything,

I think I'm your sister and I expect the same from you;

You think you prefer to be mysterious,

I think you're afraid to show your feelings.

You might think I'm annoying,

I might think I am one,

You think you know what's in my mind,

I think you're just too mysterious.

You think I'm a 5 year old kid,

I think you're like a 50 year old folks;

You think I can't live without reading before sleep,

I think that's a good habit.

You think I'm 'someone's' girlfriend,

I think you've misunderstood us;

You think I sound like a kiddy,

I think you're right.