I've been eating a lot and I didn't exercise for months. My fat layer is getting thicker and thicker every second. I think I need to sign up for slimming program at my aunt's shop which is S2. Speaking of slimming, I had a dream again. (not again!)

Here it goes, I dreamed of me and my family bumped into Claire Wong and her family at Look Out Point. We had dinner together and we went funfair, both families. It's a weird dream. She's my best friend sitting next to me in school. Excuse me? I'm 2years younger than her.. What are we doing in the same class? Anyway, it's just a dream.. She told me her secrets. I don't remember what are the secrets, not even one. sigh. All I remember was, she's gorgeous, soft-spoken and gentle. Totally opposite of me. Hahahaha!!! Jonathan Wong was in my dream too. Basically, the dream was about the Wong and my family. (Weird)

The second dream, me signing up for slimming program at a very nice place. That's all I remember. sigh. Why am I desperate to look thin? Am I?

I just don't understand why do I always have weird and funny dreams?

Well well well.. It's time to blog. Alright! My mom banned me from using the computer because I've been using it whole day for the past few days. She gets upset easily and that's my mom.. So, what have I been doing last week? Let me recall. Erm.. Dancing, talking, laughing, singing and etc. Nothing special actually. I'm just going through my normal life as a normal girl.

Sometimes, blogging is waste of time but then since I'm free for now so as well just spend my time on writing rather than watching TV.

Oh! I had a dream last Friday night. It's about me and CL. We went shopping at Pavilion. Out of so many shopping malls, why must it be in Pavilion? Hmm.. Well, I think it's because the first time we went out together was in Pavilion for movie but it wasn't a date. It was ROCK outing. Who cares? and yea.. back to the topic. I don't really remember what happened in my dream but I do remember I hit his back because he was slouching all the time. I know he's tall but.. does he have to slouch while walking with me? Although I'm shorter than him but I ain't that short! As in, I'm taller than most of the girls or should I say Asian girls only? Anyways, it was just a dream. Hahaha!!!

The next morning, when I was having breakfast and my mom was reading The Star newspaper, suddenly she put down the newspaper and stared at me. I stared back of course. "Girl, I had a dream." she says. I was still staring, waiting for her to continue. "I dreamed of you and ChinLeng Leng 'pak tor'." she continues. I blasted a loud laugh for a minute non-stop. "Girl ar.. you don't 'gau gau zhan' again. I'm warning you. I was so angry in the dream. 'Gek sei ngor la'." she explains. I gave her a smile and continue chewing. hahaha...

Well, I admit I do have feelings on pinggan. He's a nice guy but I still prefer 'us' remaining as friends for few years just to get to know each other better. I don't wanna rush and regret later. I've hurt my mom a lot and I'm not going to hurt her ever again. I'll concentrate on my studies first then career and the rest later...

p/s: I love you mummy

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A woman's heart should be

so hidden in Christ

that a man

should have

to seek Him first

to find her

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{ + } 10 Things About Me { + }

* Love *

1. God
2. Meeting people
3. Singing is my hobby
4. Eat various type of delicious food (yum yum)
5. Travel around the world
6. Spend time with friends and family (my beloved ones)
7. Love to be at places surrounded by trees, plants, flowers, waterfall and etc (beach)
8. Make people laugh (laugh out loud)
9. Animals
10. Kids ( They are adorable )

* Things that I'm afraid of *

1. Insects (cockroaches, spiders, butterflies, and etc )
2. Tickles ( don't ever try )
3. People who are LOUD!!! ( It's in my hate list as well )
4. Making silly mistakes
5. Losing someone that I love
6. Stalkers
7. Get scolded by mom (hahaha, who doesn't?)
8. I'm also a God fearing person
9. Embarrassing myself in public (although it happens at times)
10. Watching bloody scene

* Things that I regret *

1. Not being a good child
2. For being too playful (had 2 experiences on dating)
3. Hurting people (especially my mom)
4. Disappoint people at times
5. Making troubles (trouble is my friend)
6. Stop piano lesson
7. Telling lies
8. Eating too much (sometimes, hahaha)
9. Sinning (I believe God has forgiven my sins)
10. Being too straight forward

* Things that I hate most *

1. Me asking question without an answer
2. Lies
3. People who are LOUD
4. People who can't control themselves
5. People who play with their toes in public (disgusting!)
6. People who don't admit their mistakes
7. People who run away from problems without solving it
8. People who don't show respect
9. People who always point finger on others (not my fault! not my fault!)
10. People who always have negative thoughts

* Food that I like *

1. Western food - Spaghetti, pizza and lamb chop
2. Sushi - Unagi and Salmon
3. Half boiled egg and fried egg
4. Musli bar/ granola bar (chocolate/ strawberry flavor)
5. Chocolate Rich Ice Cream
6. Any type of noodle
7. Cheese Cake
8. Potato Salad
9. Maggie Goreng
10. Grandma's cooking (especially during Chinese New Year)

* Drinks that I like *

1. Plain warm water
2. Hot Chocolate
3. Egg in boiling milk
4. Fresh milk (good day)
5. Fresh orange juice
6. Coffee Nut Late (Starbucks)
7. Chocolate blended milk (Coffee Beans)
8. Green Tea
9. Lemon Tea
10. Milo for breakfast

190310

Went Morning Watch Last Friday

Went Leisure Mall to shop for ROCK Amazing Race

Went Mong Kok Char Chan Teng for lunch

With Sue Ann and Alvin Kok

Bumped into Calvin Choong and his friend

They were going for a movie

Bumped into Sarah Yang and friends

They were having lunch at A & W

Did a poster for CG Awareness Week

Pasted lotsa nice photos of our CG members

Thanks Alvin, Caleb, mom and Sue Ann

for helping me

200310

ROCK Amazing Race

Sigh.. Woke up super duper early on Saturday. Didn't sleep well because Jun Wu couldn't make it for the Amazing Race. He gave me a heart attack in the middle of the night. That 'blur' fella owes me lunch. Anyway, it was over. I truly wanna say thanks to CL for staying up late just to accompany me and comfort me. Appreciate that very muchie.. :D

Reached church at 8.30am, quite a number of teams were registering at the register counter. They were all ready for the race. I like Kelvin Kok's team the most cause all three of them were wearing St. John's basketball uniform and they're tall. Ah!!! They're hot~!!! haha!!!

I was busy preparing some light refreshment. I've never make coffee in my entire life, not even for myself but yet I was making coffee for everyone early in the morning. I poured the whole packet of instant coffee into the small pink plastic cups where we normally use it during ROCK + hot water and left it on the table. I didn't notice that I've forgotten to stir it til Excel told me that the coffee I made was undrinkable and it's too HOT! Thanks Alesa for helping me as well. I will never make it without her help.

Followed Alvin to station 2 which located at one of the park right beside of PGRM. Kelvin and his team members were the first to arrived. They're fast! wow!! I'm lazy to explain the games. The games weren't fun to me either. Next!

Bought nine packets of 'Nasi Lemak' for the participants near Alvin's house. Went Tasik Permaisuri after that. Nick was standing at a red staircase, watching three tough guys doing 'duck walking' up and down the stairs. That's the station where everyone gets to take a break and have lunch but some of the teams couldn't make it on time so they had their lunch late. so charm~

Rushed back to church to prepare refreshment again. Managed to bought 'You Cha Guai' and made some cordial drinks. Congrats to Max Hoh and the team mates. They won the grand prize which is RM1200!!! Second place goes to an unknown team. Third place goes to Kelvin Kok and the gang. Not bad not bad.. They've done they're best.

I'm glad that everyone enjoyed the race even though most of us are tired and most of us got sunburn. haha! It's worth it anyways..

Can't wait for the following event which is '?? Mafia'!!!

p/s: I'm in charge of refreshment again. sigh...............

Carrie Underwood - Mama's Song lyrics

Mama you taught me to do the right things

So now you have to let your baby fly

You’ve given me everything that I will need

To make it through this crazy thing called life

And I know you watch me grow up and always want whats best for me

And I think I found the answer to your prayers

And he is good, so good

He treats your little girl like a real man should

He is good, so good, he makes promises he keeps

No he’s never gonna leave

So dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me

Mama theres no way you’ll ever lose me

And giving me away is not goodbye

As you watch me walk down to my future, I hope tears of joy are in your eyes

Cuz he is good, so good

He treats your little girl like a real man should

He is good, so good, he makes promises he keeps

No he’s never gonna leave

So dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me

And when I watch my little baby grow I’ll only want whats best for her

And I hope she’ll find the answer to my prayers

And that she’ll say

He is good, so good

He treats your little girl like a real man should

He is good, so good, he makes promises he keeps

No he’s never gonna leave

So dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me

Mama dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me

Quarrel

A married couple are NOT well suited

when both partners usually feel

the need for a quarrel

at the same time

A quarrel is quickly settled

when deserted by one party;

there is no battle

unless there be two

I don't like

yelling and fighting,

and

I can't quarrel

A letter to Chee Keong

Hello Chee Keong,

I don't know how to start. haha..

It was my childhood dream to become an architect but after getting my SPM results, I have a long thought. I'm afraid I can't cope and knowing myself cannot handle stress. I did checked with the architecture students on what they think about architecture and I was told 'Time Management is very important'. They're mostly smart students who scores A's. It's a professional and costly course to pick. I can't imagine if i took up the course and half way through, i give up. (Time and money wasted) all the burdens on my mom.

Actually it's my mom's suggestion to pick Marketing because she thinks it's high demand in the market. I've looked through the courses outline and it seems to be quite interesting. It covers a little bit of business and finance. So, what do you think? Any other courses you think that suits my character? For your information, I don't really like to study (nerd). That's why my results are so so.. How so so. ehem.. let me tell you. A+ for English and Maths. B+ for Physics. C+ for B.Malaysia, Moral, Add maths, Biology and History. A Donkey for my chemistry which I hated most but I scored A1 for 1119 English which i'm quite proud of except for my mom. She was like 'huh? what's that? what's 1119?' haha..

Tell you what I really love to do.

I always have the dream to be air-stewardess. My mom grumbles me, said i must at least get a degree before i pursue to become an air-stewardess. What say you?

I pray that God will speaks to me through you.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Makiyo Yen

p/s: Blowing kisses to Evan and Elliot.

Confused

You're right about me

I don't study

You've expected

I didn't do well in my exams

I disappoint you

I'm sorry

I let down your hope

I apologize

All this while

I've been looking forward

to study in Architecture

but

I changed my mind

After receiving a phone call

Many told me that

Architecture is very tough

I'm not a tough girl

I'm not a strong girl

I'm slow

That's me

You're not discouraging me

You're giving another option

I see the bright side

of the new path

Again

I'm undecided

Again

I've to think of what to study

Most of my friends are in college

Most of them are doing A Levels

Most of them have decided what they want

What about me?

I'm still wondering here

I'm still thinking of what to study

I'm wasting my time

I'm blogging non-sense

Alice In Wonderland

The summary of

Alice In Wonderland

Alice is very bored and sleepy while sitting with her older sister outside, until she sees a White Rabbit looking at his watch and talking to himself. She follows the Rabbit down a very deep rabbit hole and ends up far beneath the ground in a hall with a tiny locked door that leads to a beautiful garden.

She eats and drinks things that make her change in size, but she is still unable to get through the door into the garden. When she becomes huge, she cries in frustration and when she shrinks, she is small enough to swim around in a pool made of her own tears. In the pool, she encounters many creatures, including a Mouse. The creatures and Alice manage to get out of the pool and dry off, but Alice is soon left alone.

Alice finds the Rabbit's house and grows huge after drinking a strange liquid. She terrifies the rabbit and his neighbors and grows very small again after fanning herself. Alice then comes across a Caterpillar smoking a hookah. He irritates Alice and asks her to recite poetry, which she cannot do properly. The Caterpillar informs Alice that eating one side of the mushroom he is sitting on will make her larger but eating the other side will make her smaller. Alice is still trying to become the right size to get into the garden.

She comes to a house in the woods, where a Duchess, her ugly baby, her hostile Cook, and her Cheshire Cat reside.

The kitchen is full of pepper and dishes which were hurled in anger. Alice tries to save the baby from this environment, but the baby soon turns into a pig, so she is forced to let it go. The Cheshire Cat appears, grins at Alice, and recommends that she visit the Mad Hatter or the March Hare. The Cheshire Cat vanishes and reappears suddenly. Finally, he disappears gradually so only his grin remains.

Alice goes to the March Hare's house, where she finds a tea-party going on. Alice sits down at the table with the Hare, the Hatter, and the Dormouse. She finds them rude and quickly becomes annoyed with them, so she leaves. She decides to go through a door in a tree and again finds herself in the room with the tiny door leading to the garden. This time she manages to get into the garden.

In the garden she comes across three gardeners painting white roses red. They are afraid of being executed by the Queen of Hearts. Suddenly the Queen and her entourage of playing cards appear. The Queen invites Alice to play croquet, and Alice joins a very strange game. She soon learns that the Duchess is to be executed. The Cheshire Cat's head appears above the ground and causes quite a stir.

The Duchess is brought from prison to settle matters and begins talking with Alice about the moral of everything. The Queen then decides Alice should go meet the Mock Turtle; she is escorted by the Gryphon. Alice learns the Mock Turtle's history and sees a dance called the Lobster Quadrille. Alice again tries to recite poetry with little success.

The Gryphon whisks Alice back to court when they hear that the trial is beginning. The Knave of Hearts is on trial for stealing the Queen's tarts. Alice is excited to be in court and to hear the testimony of the Hatter and the Cook. Alice herself is called to testify after she has inexplicably grown larger again. Alice is impertinent and the King orders her to leave the court, but she refuses. She is outraged by the unfairness of the court's proceedings and provokes the Queen to order her execution. Alice tells the court that they're nothing but a pack of cards, and they rise up and attack her.

At this point, Alice realizes that she has been asleep for a long time in her sister's lap. She tells her sister about the events of her marvelous dream and then goes in to tea. Her sister is captivated by the dream and imagines Alice as a grown woman who will still have a child-like sense of wonder.

*~the end~*

11/03/2010

11th of March 2010

is a Dooms Day

Had breakfast with Mom and aunt

at Mc D

Couldn't sleep well

I looked like a panda

Everyone has the same feelings

Nervous, worries, and etc

I was pissed

Real PISSED

The guard shoo-ed me out of the school

just because I wasn't wearing a long pants

That's RIDICULOUS!

I went up straight to meet my ex-discipline teacher

It was ZAHAN!

HATE HIM!!!

He PICK on me

I HATE HIM

I was angry

really angry till I YELLED at him

do NOT mess with me when I'm PISSED

I mean it

Called soh poh

Thank God that she was still at home

She lent me her long jeans

It's too loose for me

I looked like a fisher woman

'Hahahaha!!!' Thar's our reaction

What to do?

FORCED to wear it

Rachel cried like someone had just passed away

but yet she got 9A's and a B for morale

Not to mention about her boyfriend

both of them are super smart

They expected straight A's

so they're going to pay RM50 to remark their papers

To be honest

I'm happy to have a bunch of smart peeps around me

We went T.Bowl, Sungei Wang

for lunch

Time to eat

Time to laugh

Nothing special happened

Still the same old me and my friends

Of course, as usual

we'll do some funny stuffs

Went arcade in Time Square

with Suvi, Sam, Zoey and Loh Loh

Went home after a few games

Fell in love with arcade

I would love to spend more time with

my girlfriends in future

Looking at Rachel and Jarred

They're both blinded with LOVE

Is LOVE really that powerful?

That's a tough question to answer

Anyways, I'm glad to see my friends' smiley faces

I will miss their laughter as well

I love you guys and girls!!!

!!!Muakx!!!

10/03/10

Had the worst nightmare ever!!

Dreamed of...

Mom doesn't allow me to take Architecture

Mom confiscated my SPM Result!!

Waited for grandpa to fetch me to UCSI

Dai Yee supposed to send me but then

She has a lunch appointment with friends

Thank God that Grandpa is a taxi driver

Reached UCSI

I was lost!

Was I standing at the right campus?

The North wing or the South wing?

Thank God that

I met a guy who's from somewhere somewhere

which I have no idea where is that on earth

He led me to BOS HALL..

The hall was huge

It wasn't the hall I expected

It can fit thousands of peeps

I was alone

I was the odd one

I was the only one who's in red

I was the youngest one

I was the only one with a small handbag

I found a place

The fifth roll in the middle

I took out a book

and I started to read

Few minutes later

A.R Clement Wong arrived

He was early

I saw him and of course he saw me too..

He introduced me to his student, Daniel

I introduced myself to him as well

then to one of the lecturer, Miss Sue

She's an Indian with loadsa make up

I settled down

Started reading the book again

Suddenly

Someone poked me on my back

I turned around and saw three guys sitting there

In the middle, there's a good looking guy

His name is Nigel

He's a senior in UCSI

His friends beside him were starring at me

I introduced myself again

The one sitting on the left was Leong

The one sitting on the right was Ah Tan

Leong is doing Interior Architecture

whereas

Nigel and Ah Tan are doing Architecture

They thought Im about their age

I told them I'll soon be a UCSI student

I've just finished my SPM

and

I'm waiting for my result

They were shocked

They thought I came from other country

'Do I looked like a foreigner to you?'

we chatted

I saw Gim Kiang

but didn't have the guts to call him

so

I continued with my reading again

A guy sitting next to me started to chat with me

He started the conversation with

'I noticed Chinese girls love wearing shoes like you're wearing now'

I looked at my shoes and replied 'well, that's very common'

His name is Ahmed

His friend is Ben

Ahmed is very very talkative

Ben is a polite and a nice guy

Three of us chatted

about the lecturers,

schools, facilities, classes and etc

Both of them are doing Interior Architecture

Daniel introduced his friend to me

Her name is Queenie

easy for me to remember

nice!

She's also doing Architecture

She's a specky girl

She's a friendly girl

She's also quite talkative

Gim Kiang gave me a call

waved to him

Finally!!!

He saw me

The talk has finally started

at 2.25pm

It ended around 3.05pm

It was a half an hour talk

The main idea

for the whole session

was GO GREEN!!!

and in future they're going to invent a Green vertical wall!

But

overall was Good

although

it was a brief one

I've made my final decision

I'm going to take Architecture

in

UCSI!!!!

I'll soon be a UCSI-ian

but still

have to wait until

MAY (sigh)

Thank you mummy for reminding me again

Play hard

Take my own sweet time

I will not disappoint you again (I promise)

Someone said I fall in love easily

Is that true?

'I don't think so'

I'll prove it

Went Taylors

In love with the University College

Went UTAR

Felt uncomfortable

Taylors?

UCSI?

UTAR?

headache now..

Wish to enter Taylors but

it's very far

it's kinda costly

so, how?

UCSI is my second choice

it's nearer compared to Taylors

the fees are almost the same

so, i'm considering..

UTAR?

ish! hate to mention

It's the cheapest but

I still don't like it!!

Ish! don't feel like blogging.