Confused

You're right about me

I don't study

You've expected

I didn't do well in my exams

I disappoint you

I'm sorry

I let down your hope

I apologize

All this while

I've been looking forward

to study in Architecture

but

I changed my mind

After receiving a phone call

Many told me that

Architecture is very tough

I'm not a tough girl

I'm not a strong girl

I'm slow

That's me

You're not discouraging me

You're giving another option

I see the bright side

of the new path

Again

I'm undecided

Again

I've to think of what to study

Most of my friends are in college

Most of them are doing A Levels

Most of them have decided what they want

What about me?

I'm still wondering here

I'm still thinking of what to study

I'm wasting my time

I'm blogging non-sense