Singapore Post

Yet! Another tiring day! Everyday seems to be so busy. Shop Shop Shop!!! Walk Walk Walk!!! Eat Eat Eat!!! The same routine everyday. Bought a sky blue shorts for myself and a tshirt for my baby at Cotton On. All together I've bought 1 pair of sneakers, 1 pair of rugget flowery shoes, a sexy mini dress, a sky blue shorts and a tshirt. I'm still shopping for a squarish yet round shopping bag or a normal cowboy sling bag. I've seen a lot of shops selling this tshirt, it's short in the front but long behind. It's quite fashionable and I feel like owning one of it but I'm scared that I'll shop till I have not enough money for the rest of the 4 days to come. Hahaha.. Anyways, those are the items that I bought it for myself after so long of taking a vacation for NOT shopping. Now I know why women love to shop. Finally! I feel the feeling of shopping myself without mom beside me, grumbles or nags. I smell freedom. LOL. There's a lot of things I want to grab it and pay money but still I have to calculate how much I left. Although Dai Yee told me if I want anything, I can just tell her and she'll settle the bill for me but I don't feel good for others to pay for me.

After staying in Singapore for 2 days, I fell in love with Singapore. The people, the fashion, the food, the accommodation, the service, the transportation, the hygiene, and the shopping malls. Singaporeans are really fashionable! Evening dress with a belt, slippers and a nice handbag! WOW! I'm impressed. They really know what is the definition of FASHION! Some dress like a model! Baggy four quarter brown pants with a semi-transparent beige blouse and a pair of heels and of course the latest fashion handbag. How can they be so yummy? Not only that, their hair style matches their dressing. My eyes were wide-opened when I was shopping. Every single one of them dresses their best to show off what they know about FASHION! I wish I can own one of their wardrobe. Haha.. Just one will do. I don't ask for more. Even the guys know how to show their best but some dress like gay lou. hahaha.. As usual, three quarter shorts with a tight shirt and a pair of sneakers. Well, that's common. Ladies have more choice! Kekeke.. It's good and bad too. Good because we have options. Bad because we gotta spend more money and energy.

Wow! Third paragraph. I wish and hope to message you today and tomorrow and everyday but I can't. Each message costs RM1 and if my baby replies, it costs another RM1. Add it up is RM2. So NOT worth it! It's killing me!!! I miss my baby very much! How I wish my baby is here with me everyday, every hour, every minute and every second or even millisecond. Looking at so many couples in Singapore holding hands, shopping together, have lunch, dinner and breakfast together really make me JEALOUS! I want to be part of it too with my beloved Sam. I can't wait to go back to Malaysia. I can't wait for school reopen. I can't wait til 3rd January 2010. I can't wait to meet my baby too. I miss you baby.. I do not know how to contact you but through the air, I whisper "I LOVE YOU". Hope you receive my message baby..

I'll be going to Jurong Bird Park tomorrow morning at 10am. Will be having breakfast in the morning at home. We've just shopped for our breakfast. keke.. Mom and Pastor John will be arriving around 2pm. We might meet up mom at Orchard Road. Will be going to Universal Studio with Alvin and the family on the 28th Dec 2010. We're going to spend the whole day over there. I guess that is it from me.

A day before I leave Malaysia

Down the hill is how Im feeling now

Climbing up a ninty degree slope is what I'm struggling

Going down the hill is always easier
We will never know the outcome of it

Trouble is a friend of mine

It sticks around me even I tried to escape

Peace is never a friend of mine

I glue to it even it repels like a magnet to me

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Here are some random photos that I took.. I've nothing much to do today.. Stayed home, watching Hong Kong serires, Facebook, Blogging and chat with friends. That's it..

Here are the ingredients to make Tuna Eggs

Queenie's Christmas present for me

Lucky Draw Presents

Random pictures

This auntie used Ang Pao packets to reserve place for her family

Gosh!!

A day out with friends to Pavilion

Went out with my Secondary School friends and my beloved boyfriend yesterday. Singing with friends in Red Box was a blast! We jumped! We shouted! We screamed! We sang! We went crazy! We danced! Letting our hair down is just so relaxing and fun! I shall do that more often.

My lovely girlfriends..

My one and only beloved boyfriend, Sam

Group photo

The crazy moment of us singing while dancing

Me and my beloved boyfriend again. Aww.. So lovely..

I love you baby..

Soh poh and Fei poh

The girl who has no problem in life

Rahey, the smartest among us!

At The Beginning

We were strangers starting out on our journey

Never dreaming what we'd have to go through

Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you

Unexpected what you did to my heart

When I lost hope you were there to remind me

This is the start

And life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

Life is a road now and forever

A wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning

I'll be ther ewhen the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

Wwe were strangers on a crazy adventure

Never dreaming how our dreams would come true

Now here we stand unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me alone in the dark

I know that my dream will live on

I've been waiting so long

Nothing's gonna tear us apart

The power of LOVE

I've never experience this in my life

Loving someone can be so powerful

I never knew I will fall for you

Loving you is the best thing on earth

Although we've been through a hard time

Just like riding on a roller coaster

There's many ups and downs along the journey

But we made most of it

Even though we quarrel almost everyday

But things that we quarrel, is not about us

Things that we quarrel is about people around us

Why do we have all these barriers?

Well, I believe in every relationship

There's barriers to stop them from loving each other

We don't have much barrier but the barrier gives a big impact

We will have to persevere and overcome it together

No matter what is happening

Good or bad
I'll still be there for you

This is because I Love You Sam

I am trully deeply in love with you

I've never felt this way before

You're the one who show me love

The love of us is never ending

Our love can be a testimony to others

Tell others to appreciate each other

Don't lose the chance of loving one another

Find a good one to share your love with

卓文萱 曹格 - 梁山伯与茱丽 Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye

This will be our song baby..
I love you very much Sam..

WORKOUT LIKE ROCKSTAR

My beloved baby bought me a white tshirt with shinny wordings on it. I love you baby..

It is written

WORK OUT LIKE ROCKSTAR

my baby bought me a shirt
i love you baby...

Swim Swim Swim!!!

I miss the Swimmathon with my crazy girlfriends. It was such a great joy to swim and have girls talk together in the swimming pool. I miss the girls day. I miss them very much. When can that happen again? Next year? Yea.. Most probably.. Ouh! There's actually 2 more boys who followed us on that day. Which are first of all my beloved boyfriend, Sam and my so-called brother, Wen Cong. They were sitting at one side, chatting most of the time. Where as, we girls were soaking in the water for hours. Samantha and Suvi both don't know how to swim so they just soaked in the pool and chit-chat. The 2 bravos, Rachel and Vain Vain were swimming right to the end which is 7 feet deep, if I'm not mistaken. As for me, the not so good swimmer was swimming horizontally at 5 feet deep water. It was a great exercise and a memorable fellowship with my girlfriends. I lvove them very much.. Muakx!

Wedding

Looking at some of the Wedding pictures that I took for the past few years. Admire the brides and the bridegrooms tying their knot together. Sweet couples are flooding my life but of course there's still some sour ones who divorce after that. I wonder, when will I get married? 23? 24 25? 26? But definitely not 30 years old. Blogging about weddings, I remembered Oscar asked me a funny question that made us blasted a loud laugh during the wedding dinner I attended last Saturday.

Here you go, "Biu Jie, when are you getting married?" asked Oscar with a cute tone, eyes starring at me with his silly look. "Hey! Why do you ask this kind of question? Biu Jie is not as old as them, biu jie is still studying, you silly boy. Or you want to be my boyfriend to marry me? Hahahaha.."laughing at his question while replying him. Then I whispered to his ear, "I wish to marry to my current boyfriend, and I wish to spend my entire life with him happily." But too bad.. He doesn't know who I'm referring to.

Richard Marx - Now & Forever

Subway Sandwich

That's what I've been craving for

Subway Sandwich is healthy

Thanks baby for the sandwich

I love you

Nightmare 2

I had nightmare again! How many times do I have nightmare?

I dreamed that ADORE band went down to Singapore for road-show and I was driving a Mini Cooper. Nice car! Enjoying the scenery along the way to Singapore. I was driving alone. Disco music blasting out loud in the car. Sing all the way until I reached the destination.

Not really sure where was that place. It's an unfamiliar place to me. It looks like Melaka, A Famosa but yet we were in a theme park in Singapore. It's either the Sentosa Island or the Universal Studio in Singapore.

Went to the theme park with friends, Felicia, Ng Ting Yen (primary school friend who has migrated to Singapore), Amigo, Edmund, Matthew, Jia Huei, Alvin and etc. Sat on many terrifying rides include, Clock Screw, Jumping Machine, Spinning Machine, Spider-Man and etc..

Went to took my car. Was driving in the car and I found a parking lot. As usual, I like reverse parking. So, I reversed, reversed and reversed. Wanted to change the gear to D from R but it didn't move and I stepped on the accelerator. Wanted to step on the break but it's too late. Smashed down from that 4 stories high building. Landed on the grown with a heart attack and thank God that I was alive! The terrifying incident woke me up from my dream! I felt that I've been dead but yet I'm still alive.

Looking in the mirror

Looking at the reflection

Starring at myself

Thinking of what I'm doing
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What does that mean?
Why do I look like this?

A Happy-Go-Lucky Girl

Transformed into a Moody girl

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Where is the old me?

The old me used to be cheerful and bubbly

Who is this new me?

The new me is totally opposite of the old me

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I've to pick myself up

I need a tree to lean on whenever I go

I need the grass to support me on my feet

I need the wind to help me to move on
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Can someone lend me their shoulder to cry on?

Can someone lend me their ears for me to wshisper to?

Can someone lend me their hands to comfort me?

Can someone lend me their body to give me some warmth?

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I know you are the one

I am determine on this

I know who I love

I know who loves me

o

Committing suicide is the stupidest decision
Thinking of commit suicide is indeed the silliest thought

Committing suicide takes a lot of courages

Committing suicide can't solve any problem, we're just avoiding it

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Thanks for your ears

Thanks for your comfort

Thanks for your love

Thanks for being my boyfriend

o

I love you Sam

o

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*remember what you've promised yesterday*

Nightmare

I had nightmare again.. This is how it begins..

I was dating with Sam at a super huge shopping mall in a developed country. "Sam, I need to use the bathroom" told Sam. "Okay, I'll wait for you here." replied Sam while waiting for me in a shop. So, I went to the bathroom alone. Was in the toilet pee-ing. When I came out of the toilet, someone kidnapped me.

When I woke up, I was in a bright room. All I remember was I surround with four white walls. The second later, someone pulled me out of the room. I saw a lot of walking dead human being walking around me. Standing, starring at me and some are my friends but they've no facial expression at all. They looked the same. No blood circulation, pale, dirty, dusty, only a few strain of hair, barefoot, wearing torn clothes and some are wounded. I was half mutated but still I'm a human being if I don't mix around with them. I bumped into my secondary school friend, Najlaa. She was 70% mutated.

She brought me out of that place by asking me to put on a "Lady Gaga" blond wig. I was in a lift together with one of the "master" that's what they called them. I acted like a mutant. They don't breathe so I held my breath when I was in the lift with them. It was horrible. I was afraid that I'll get caught. Finally! I was out of the lift.

Out there, is a huge empty space surrounded by the mutants and some of the bravos were fooling around with the mutants. They made can bombs. Can bomb is a kind of bomb where it explode when you throw it in the air and green powder will splash out. The humans were laughing and making fun of the mutants. They do not know how aggressive the mutants are. The aggressive ones are being chained in a cage each inside the building.

We walked and walked. The police were chasing after both of us. We ran as quick as possible but it seems like my legs were sticking on the ground all the time. I hid behind some of the naughty gang who bullies the mutants. They thought I was a human, they kept me safe from the police. My friend found me, she brought me to this huge Rome-like building. I climbed up on a curb and I saw Matthew. I told Matthew what happened when Najlaa was walking ahead of us. He told me to go with him cause the rest of my friends are in a safe place. I tried my best to leave Najlaa but it seems like she's a spy for the "master".

Suddenly, there was a war between the human and the mutants. The aggressive ones are free from the cage. They're ready to fight and enjoy their "food", us! Human! Matthew told me the direction to the safe room. It's at the highest floor of another building we're heading to. We can't use the lift because the mutants will come out anything and we'll be trapped inside. The escalator are not working. We've to climb up level by level. Finally! Najlaa lost track of me when the war begins. I took the opportunity to ran as fast as a leopard to the highest floor. Matthew rescued me half way when I was about to get caught by one of the mutant. The mutant was grabbing one of my leg. He was strong!

I ran and ran and ran. We were in the safe place. Full of security guards. All my friends are safe. They were enjoying a buffet party, knowing that they're going to die soon. Chin Leng hand me a plate of delicious food. The ROCKers were enjoying the food. My school friends were all gathered around, discussing how to attack the mutants when the time has come. I was searching for Sam. I couldn't find him and I saw my ex-best girlfriend. She told me that they lost touch with you. They don't know whether Sam is still alive or already dead or maybe has become one of "them". My heart has broke into pieces when I heard that news. I was furious, angry and feeling full of hatred and anxiety.

After the last meal, the mutants have arrived. Just on time when I finished washing the plates and utensils, the mutants surround the whole place. All my friends are gone. Some were hiding at the attic, some were gone, some went off with the mutant, and some are dead. How about me? What should I do? The mutants seem to know me well. They dare not look at me. They treated me in a good manner. The police officers are working together with them. Where are the government? Where the hell is Najib? Is he dead? I don't want him to die first. I want him to suffer to death. I want the mutants to torture him slowly but painfully.

I thought of a way to escape from all these mutants. Which is climbing up the wall to the roof top. There's helicopters waiting for us. They're about to take off. I have to think of a quick way to reach the roof top but how? So, I hid behind of a car and hiding under it. When the mutants were not aware, I rolled down the hill and stick against a wall. I started to climb up. I managed to climbed up and I reached the roof top. The helicopters were gone and some of the mutants were hanging outside the helicopters. Struggling to reach the human. They spotted me at the edge of the wall. They walked to me slowly. I've no choice but to end my life. So I flung my hand in the air and landed on a cement floor peacefully.

When I woke up, my heart was pounding hardly. Immediately, I took my phone and messaged my baby, hope that he'll comfort me but the way he replied told me I woke him up. Sorry ~

I seriously can't believe my eyes!!! Metrojaya is still using our picture for their advertisement "Back To School" continuously 3 years including 2011. Gosh! This is kinda embarrassing..

Silence cuts my vain

Silent war

If you were a human, I'll bury you in the soil

Silent war

If you were to talk to me, I'll stick with you forever

Silent war

If I were you, I will change my attitude

Silent war

If only you were my enemy, I'll give you a kick

Silent war

I don't like you

Silent war

I dislike you

9-12-2010, Thursday Morning

I've no inspiration on what to blog. Therefore, I'm going to crap. I'll see how crappy I am by writing non-sense here. Now, let me recall what have I done since I woke up this morning.

The first thing pops in my mind was "What time is it?". Starring at the clock 7.11am. What!? It's only 7am in the morning? Why did I wake up so early when I don't have to go to school or any other places. Planned to continue in my dreamland but lightbulbs came to my brain. I should message my baby since he's working today and I believe he's awake. I messaged, waited for his reply in the toilet and when I came out, mom was in my room!

There she goes.. Asking me the same old question again and again. "Girl, I want you to tell me what exactly happened yesterday" asked mom. "Didn't I told you from the top to the bottom again and again yesterday? Why are you still asking me?" wrapping myself with a fresh towel and drying up the water droplets on my baby skin body, starring at her in a confused way. She walked off with a face full of sorrows and disappointment.

Dressed up myself full white and called my baby. Sadly, he didn't pick up my phone but he left a missed call after that. Called him in mom's room, talking to him while brushing my hair with a wooden comb. Starring out the window, admiring the nice weather after a whole night of rain when most of us are in a dreamland. The trees are as green as a grasshopper, the air is as fresh as an apple just plucked my a handsome young and good looking man, the birds are flying freely in the sky, clouds are moving slowly in the sky, from far just like a flock of sheep being chased by shepherds, houses are as clean as rabbit. What a nice morning..

marathon

some facts you seriously need to know:

Starring at you is like breathing in fresh air.

Missing you is like craving for delicious food when you're on the plane.

Your smile on your face makes the world make sense again.

Being with you is like riding on a motorbike to a long journey of life.

Hugging you ensure me that you will never let me lose.

The smell of yours gives me the courage to stand and to run the dream of mine.

From: Sam

The Confession of Love

I love you baby

Boil Friend

His name is Chiong Zeng Sam

He's just turned 19 four days ago

He is...

A tall guy who has lean body

A guy who thinks a lot

A guy who is brave to do things

A guy who stands for friends' right

A guy who respect people

A guy who stares into people's eyes when they talk

A guy who has his own principle

A good friend who is willing to share his ears to his friends

A guy who is humble enough to learn from others

A guy who learns from his mistakes he made

A loyal guy who loves his girlfriend lovingly

and

He is..

MY BOYFRIEND!

Happy Birthday

Happy Sexy Birthday baby!!!

You're one year older now!!!

But still, You're only 19!!!

I love you baby~

O-Keys!

Oh My Keys!

Why am I so forgetful?

Oh My Keys!

How is my baby going to sleep tonight?

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I am so sorry again

I didn't mean to be so forgetful

Please forgive me and don't scold me

Anyways, it's funny!

o

Feel like laughing out loud

You don't have KEYS!

Feel like rolling on the floor

You can't open the door!

Bruno Mars - Grenade [Official Music Video]

Avalon - Everything to me (Duet with Nicholas Khaw in ADORE, A Famosa - Melaka)

Dogs' language

It's so annoying where you don't understand what your dogs are barking at!!!

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Awh... this companion cube is so cute.. It's so nice.. Although I don't know how it function but it's nice to see, nice to watch, once is broken, consider sold. lol

Oh! My baby promises me to buy me a PUSH UP bra from Vivian. Hmm.. I wonder how will my boobs look like when I'm wearing it.

Went to a boutique shop in Taman Connaught today and tried on a short short SHORTS! It's pretty nice on me cause I've long legs but it's too short but I'm thinking whether to get it or not.

Doing Writing assignment. Got the green light from Mr. Cheah. I'll be writing a comparison essay about Homeschooling and Public School. Hope to finish by tonight and send it to Alvin and auntie Wai Meng to correct it.

I'm Uniquely BLUR

BLUR

That's what makes me unique

BLUR

That's why you love me

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Being blur ain't a bad thing

Acting blur ain't bad at times

Blur-ness happens to everyone

But, it always sticks with me

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Blurry look

That's what people describe me as

Blur girl

That's what people call me when I'm daydreaming

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What so bad about being blur?

It makes my life easier but toughen others

Why am I always blur? I don't understand

Anyways, I'm BLUR in a unique way

HERO

Let me be your hero

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
Now would you die, for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear, that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie? Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Oh, I just wanna hold you
I just wanna hold you, oh yeah
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain, oh yeah
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I can be your hero, I can kiss away the pain
(I can be your hero, baby)
And I will stand by you, forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
An' I can be your hero

A post for you, Sam

I am sorry Sam

I am sorry for making this decision

I am sorry Sam

I am sorry for being selfish

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I can't please you both at the same time

I can't see both of you sad at the same time too

She's my mother

You're my lover

It's hard for me to say

"Let's not meet again"
It's hard for me to say

"Let's break up"

I am happy to know you as my friend

I am greatful to have you as my boyfriend

I treasure the moments that we have had together

It will always be in my heart

o

Loving you is not a thing I would regret

Loving you is not a thing I would forget

Loving you is a memorable moment

Loving you is the happiest thing I had ever done

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Seeing you walking away from me is the hardest feeling

It's as if I'm being stabbed in my heart

I would rather kill myself

and being burried six feet deep in the ground

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Yuki, Ee Ling and Vivian has been there for me

I am blessed with such nice girlfriends

They told me all we have is TIME

TIME tells it all

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This is my last word for you, Sam

If there's a chance for you to meet a better girl, go ahead

If we're meant to be together, we'll meet again in few years time

I love you Sam

Heart-ache

The heartache in me

My heart has broke into pieces

This is not the first time

I thought this would be different

Fab-use-lousy-city

"FABULOUSITY"

Our company name for Office Application assignment

as well as

Computing Essential webpage design assignment

A-Door

I can take it NO more!

I can stand it No more!

I'm going to explode one day

I'm going to end this one day

I feel like telling the truth

but I know you can't accept it

I don't want to hide things anymore

but I know you can't take it

What should I do?

Should I tell you the truth?

Teach me, someone!

Speak to me God!

I'm crying for you Oh Lord

Show me the way

Close all the doors and open THE ONE and ONLY door for me

Show me the light the and lead me to the right path

I can't see myself clearly in this dark hole

Pull me out!

Rescue me!

I can take it no more!

Pouring out my tears to my mom shows that I'm weak

Pouring out my tears to people I love shows that I need you

Pouring out my tears to strangers shows that I need someone to care for

Pouring out my tears to GOD shows that I'm lost

There's so many opened doors

You've given me so many options

I don't know which to pick

I can only pick one

The one and only door changes my life

The one and only door leads to a new life

The one and only door makes a difference

"The one and only door"

"I ain't crying, just sad, I'll be fine"

Upset Upside Down

I'm upset for what he has done

I'm upset for what he has said

I'm upset for what he has heard

I'm upset for my carelessness

I can't blame it on you

I can't blame it on him

I can't blame it on me

I can't blame anyone

There's nothing for me to be regret of

There's only lessons for me to learn

Mistake can only be made once
Mistake can't happen for twice

Learn from everything we've done wrong

Learn from mistakes people made

Correct ourselves by looking at other people

Do not follow the path people walked

We have our own principle

Live Life Worth Living

Do not let people pull you down

Be strong and move on boldly

Unhappy Happiness

I was looking forward for your return

I was looking forward to see you

I was looking forward to hug you

I was looking forward to tell you what's going on in my life

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It seems like today is not the right day

It seems like now is not the right time

It seems like I don't have the luck

It seems like God doesn't want me to

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AirAsia Airline is the cheapest Asia Airline

AirAsia Airline is the lousiest Asia Airline

AirAsia Airline is always delaying their flights

AirAsia Airline is one of the airline I dislike

o

How badly I want to see you

but AirAsia ruined everything

How badly I want to hug you

but AirAsia took it away

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Today

A day I've been waiting to see you again

Tomorrow

A day I finally can see you

o

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Tomorrow it is!

J-Lousy

Jealousy, is a strong feeling

You don't get jealous without a reason

Jealousy, is a special feeling

You get jealous because you're related to the person you love

The Difficulties

Missing someone that you love

Is very difficult

Missing someone that you really wanna meet

Is even more difficult

Missing someone that you love but yet you can't share

Is the most difficult

Underestimation

Do not underestimate someone

Do not underestimate someone's ability

Do not underestimate someone by looking at the way one speaks

Do not underestimate someone by looking at ones outlook

Yeppy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali to all my friends

Especially my Indian friends

I wanna eat Muruku

I wanna eat Rendang

Lean Body

I don't admire guys with six packs

I don't like guys with six packs

I don't think guys with six packs are cool

I don't think guys with six packs are manly

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I changed my thinking
I have a different perception

I like guys with six packs

I prefer guys with six packs

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Guys with six packs are healthy

Guys with six packs are well-disciplined

Guys with six packs are presentable

Guys with six packs are HOT