Happy Birthday

Happy Sexy Birthday baby!!!

You're one year older now!!!

But still, You're only 19!!!

I love you baby~

O-Keys!

Oh My Keys!

Why am I so forgetful?

Oh My Keys!

How is my baby going to sleep tonight?

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I am so sorry again

I didn't mean to be so forgetful

Please forgive me and don't scold me

Anyways, it's funny!

o

Feel like laughing out loud

You don't have KEYS!

Feel like rolling on the floor

You can't open the door!

Bruno Mars - Grenade [Official Music Video]

Avalon - Everything to me (Duet with Nicholas Khaw in ADORE, A Famosa - Melaka)

Dogs' language

It's so annoying where you don't understand what your dogs are barking at!!!

??? Random ???

Awh... this companion cube is so cute.. It's so nice.. Although I don't know how it function but it's nice to see, nice to watch, once is broken, consider sold. lol

Oh! My baby promises me to buy me a PUSH UP bra from Vivian. Hmm.. I wonder how will my boobs look like when I'm wearing it.

Went to a boutique shop in Taman Connaught today and tried on a short short SHORTS! It's pretty nice on me cause I've long legs but it's too short but I'm thinking whether to get it or not.

Doing Writing assignment. Got the green light from Mr. Cheah. I'll be writing a comparison essay about Homeschooling and Public School. Hope to finish by tonight and send it to Alvin and auntie Wai Meng to correct it.

I'm Uniquely BLUR

BLUR

That's what makes me unique

BLUR

That's why you love me

o

Being blur ain't a bad thing

Acting blur ain't bad at times

Blur-ness happens to everyone

But, it always sticks with me

o

Blurry look

That's what people describe me as

Blur girl

That's what people call me when I'm daydreaming

o

What so bad about being blur?

It makes my life easier but toughen others

Why am I always blur? I don't understand

Anyways, I'm BLUR in a unique way

HERO

Let me be your hero

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
Now would you die, for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear, that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie? Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Oh, I just wanna hold you
I just wanna hold you, oh yeah
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here, tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain, oh yeah
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I can be your hero, I can kiss away the pain
(I can be your hero, baby)
And I will stand by you, forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
An' I can be your hero

A post for you, Sam

I am sorry Sam

I am sorry for making this decision

I am sorry Sam

I am sorry for being selfish

o

I can't please you both at the same time

I can't see both of you sad at the same time too

She's my mother

You're my lover

It's hard for me to say

"Let's not meet again"
It's hard for me to say

"Let's break up"

I am happy to know you as my friend

I am greatful to have you as my boyfriend

I treasure the moments that we have had together

It will always be in my heart

o

Loving you is not a thing I would regret

Loving you is not a thing I would forget

Loving you is a memorable moment

Loving you is the happiest thing I had ever done

o

Seeing you walking away from me is the hardest feeling

It's as if I'm being stabbed in my heart

I would rather kill myself

and being burried six feet deep in the ground

o

Yuki, Ee Ling and Vivian has been there for me

I am blessed with such nice girlfriends

They told me all we have is TIME

TIME tells it all

o

This is my last word for you, Sam

If there's a chance for you to meet a better girl, go ahead

If we're meant to be together, we'll meet again in few years time

I love you Sam

Heart-ache

The heartache in me

My heart has broke into pieces

This is not the first time

I thought this would be different

Fab-use-lousy-city

"FABULOUSITY"

Our company name for Office Application assignment

as well as

Computing Essential webpage design assignment

A-Door

I can take it NO more!

I can stand it No more!

I'm going to explode one day

I'm going to end this one day

I feel like telling the truth

but I know you can't accept it

I don't want to hide things anymore

but I know you can't take it

What should I do?

Should I tell you the truth?

Teach me, someone!

Speak to me God!

I'm crying for you Oh Lord

Show me the way

Close all the doors and open THE ONE and ONLY door for me

Show me the light the and lead me to the right path

I can't see myself clearly in this dark hole

Pull me out!

Rescue me!

I can take it no more!

Pouring out my tears to my mom shows that I'm weak

Pouring out my tears to people I love shows that I need you

Pouring out my tears to strangers shows that I need someone to care for

Pouring out my tears to GOD shows that I'm lost

There's so many opened doors

You've given me so many options

I don't know which to pick

I can only pick one

The one and only door changes my life

The one and only door leads to a new life

The one and only door makes a difference

"The one and only door"

"I ain't crying, just sad, I'll be fine"

Upset Upside Down

I'm upset for what he has done

I'm upset for what he has said

I'm upset for what he has heard

I'm upset for my carelessness

I can't blame it on you

I can't blame it on him

I can't blame it on me

I can't blame anyone

There's nothing for me to be regret of

There's only lessons for me to learn

Mistake can only be made once
Mistake can't happen for twice

Learn from everything we've done wrong

Learn from mistakes people made

Correct ourselves by looking at other people

Do not follow the path people walked

We have our own principle

Live Life Worth Living

Do not let people pull you down

Be strong and move on boldly

Unhappy Happiness

I was looking forward for your return

I was looking forward to see you

I was looking forward to hug you

I was looking forward to tell you what's going on in my life

o

It seems like today is not the right day

It seems like now is not the right time

It seems like I don't have the luck

It seems like God doesn't want me to

0

AirAsia Airline is the cheapest Asia Airline

AirAsia Airline is the lousiest Asia Airline

AirAsia Airline is always delaying their flights

AirAsia Airline is one of the airline I dislike

o

How badly I want to see you

but AirAsia ruined everything

How badly I want to hug you

but AirAsia took it away

o

Today

A day I've been waiting to see you again

Tomorrow

A day I finally can see you

o

o

Tomorrow it is!

J-Lousy

Jealousy, is a strong feeling

You don't get jealous without a reason

Jealousy, is a special feeling

You get jealous because you're related to the person you love

The Difficulties

Missing someone that you love

Is very difficult

Missing someone that you really wanna meet

Is even more difficult

Missing someone that you love but yet you can't share

Is the most difficult

Underestimation

Do not underestimate someone

Do not underestimate someone's ability

Do not underestimate someone by looking at the way one speaks

Do not underestimate someone by looking at ones outlook

Yeppy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali to all my friends

Especially my Indian friends

I wanna eat Muruku

I wanna eat Rendang

Lean Body

I don't admire guys with six packs

I don't like guys with six packs

I don't think guys with six packs are cool

I don't think guys with six packs are manly

0

I changed my thinking
I have a different perception

I like guys with six packs

I prefer guys with six packs

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Guys with six packs are healthy

Guys with six packs are well-disciplined

Guys with six packs are presentable

Guys with six packs are HOT

Life As An Art

My dad once told me

"Life is like an art"

It depends on how you paint it

Colourful painting shows you're happy

Black and White painting shows you're sad

Splashing the drawing with various colour is my choice

0

This reminds me of a story I read last year

"The Valley and The Peak"

It's about life with Ups and Downs

0

We have to struggle up to the Peak

Just to see the whole world

But it is a Tough journey

o

Along the journey of climbing up to the Peak

We will clutch at shrublets of rough flowers

Fall on rough rocks

Feel the burning pain as our knee scraped against the rock

o

We move on as we fall and ease the burning pain

Many tend to focus on falling but few talk about standing up

It is unnatural for someone to fall and stays at the ground

Shake off the dust, get up and move on!

o

The most beautiful part is when you reached the Peak

The view from the Peak is breath taking

I would wish to spend the rest of my life on the Peak forever

With the one I truly love

o

Unfortunately, we have to move on

A new chapter of journey begins

Once we step down from the Peak

Everything go from hundred to zero

o

This journey will never end

The journey of life

Is a journey to learn from our mistakes

A journey that we enjoy things

Time

A good performance

Like a human life

Is a temporary affair

~ A process in time ~

It's good as a whole through being good in its parts

and through their good order to one another
It cannot be called good as a whole

until it is finished

During the process all we can say of it

if we speak precisely

is that it is becoming good

The same is true of a whole human life

Just as the whole performance never exists at any one time

but is a process of becoming.

So, a human life is also a performance

in time and also a process of becoming

o

As the goodness that attaches to the performance

As a whole that does not attach to any of its part

The goodness of a human life as a whole belongs to its alone

Not to any of its parts of phrases

o

Quotation by

Mortimer J. Adler

Beauty vs. Brain

Beauty Pageant is just a competition

A competition that proves that

Girls who are gorgeous is from inside out

Girls who have beauty and brains are the true girls

I don't wish to have negative feedbacks if I join

I need people's encouragement

I want my love one to support me

I don't want to break up with a guy becuase I join beauty pageant

Touch My Heart

Thanks for being so concern

The heart speaks

I like the way you laugh at my jokes althoug it's lame

It shows that you love me even though I'm lame

I like the brightness of your teeth shines on me

It shows that you're always happy and laughing out loud

I like the way you brush my hair with your manly hands

It shows that you love me from the inside out

I like the way you seduce me with your six packs

It shows that you don't want me to let go of you

I like the way you fool around with your friends in public

It shows that you are a man who has a good sense of humour

I like the way you look when you are in deep thought

It shows that you are a man who is reponsible on what you are doing

A nineteen year a grown up boy who has a matured thinking

is the guy that I have been waiting for all these while

I miss you Sam

I love you

I didn't mean to hurt you
I didn't mean it

I just do not know how to put words together

I am sorry

Words can't express my feelings

Words are just letters

Feelings can't be replaced by anything

Feelings are emotions

Obey and Understand later

Obey and Understand later

Should I apply it right now, in this situation?

My answer is YES

BUT there'll be a twist in it

Everyone has rights to do the right things

Everyone has a stand for what is happening

Everyone has their own opinions on everything

Everyone has their own privacy

When is it going to stop?

Why is this happening in my life?

Who is the right person to turn to?

Which is the right way to move on?

o

Questions can't stop popping in my mind

Questions keep bugging me round and round

Questions are annoying and that makes me frustrated

Questions without answers are not questions