we want PEACE!!!!

I'm feeling tired.. Mentally but not physically. =(

I slept from 10.30pm to 5.00am this morning.. 6 and a half hours is enough to regenerate my energy i guess.. I can sleep 3-4 hours a day without feeling tired but something happened last night and it didn't bring peace when I was sleeping.

Grandma was complaining about my 'kakak' to my eldest aunt. Complaining about my 'kakak' scolded her when my grandma was asking her to do something. *I don't know who's telling the truth*

Grandma speaks very LOUD, since young. That's the way she speaks, she couldn't help. My aunt was feeding Queenie and Queenie doesn't like to eat cause she doesn't know how to swallow and that frustrates my aunt. My grandma kept complain, complain and complain.. She wants my aunt to scold the maid in front of her so that the maid will apologize for what she's done.

I don't know what was happening actually. I was doing my assignments and homework. I heard noises in the living room so I switched off the computer and went out from the study room to check what's happening and I was my aunt was crying, banging on the table when Queenie was busy chewing her food while painting. My grandma didn't stop complaining.

My aunt wanted to reason with her but my grandma is very very stubborn. She doesn't wanna listen to any of the advise or what-so-ever... This isn't the first time they argue over a small little thing which about the maid. Isn't it maid supposed to help us up on cleaning the house and doing the chores? I don't understand how it ended up with arguments...

They were scolding, yelling, shouting and all the foul languages came out and the kids were sitting on the sofa watching both of them "f*cking" at each other. (sorry for typing it out) So I pulled the 2boys and carried Queenie to the study room. 3 of them were shocked. "Why is popo scolding mummy and why mummy is crying?" asked Queenie. I explained it to them in the simplest way.

Grandma was too angry and she couldn't breathe. She lied on the floor. My aunt was still scolding. "Popo die already ar, biu jie?"asked Queenie after looking at grandma lying on the floor. I carried her away and told her that popo is too tired of scolding mummy, that's why she needs to rest on the floor immediately.

My aunt was crying while reasoning about what she has contributed to the family. Sigh. *Long story*

I don't think i'll type everything cause i gotta go home dy.

*sign out*