Spill it out!!!

To be in the designing line, that's what I'm always dreaming of..

Eventually, there is a disagreement due to I'm the only child and I've to obey what my mom has wanted me to do. I don't have to follow whatever she says all the time. But according to the bible, the children must obey their parents. In this situation, I shall sit down and talk to her one-to-one in order for me to achieve my dream.

To be able to fly around the world, is another dream of mine..

If you were to ask me again, 'Would you like to be an air-stewardess?' my answer will be 'Absolutely YES!' but mom always psycho me about the negative things of being an air-stewardess. They are materialistic, they want luxurious stuffs, they want everything to be the best of the best. That is quite true but being an air-stewardess doesn't mean I will forget who I am and where I came from. There are benefits being an air-stewardess.

To be someone I want to be in future is in God's hands..

I can't slip out the chance. Not even once. Everyone is talking about being wealthy, successful, popular and etc. Somehow, they just forgotten the root of being wealthy, successful and popular. The roots of being what you want to be is depends on God. HE is the one who show us the light and right path. HE is the one who gives the best of the best for our own good. We shouldn't neglect the ONE who loves us and sacrifice HIS life for us. Therefore, To Be Someone I Want To Be In Future is depends on GOD..

To be myself, I must not lie to myself and to God..

I can't hide myself from God. If not, God will also hide himself from me.. I don't want it to happen in my life because I've experienced once. It was suffering, bitter and sour... I was looking for the light but still was blinded by the darkness. I hid myself from from everyone, including God until there are the incidents happened and it strikes me. I became strong, I felt the presence of God. God wants me to face the truth. Repent is the only key to stand up and be the princess of our God again. HE helps me every second.. Every second means a lot to me.