Over Gaga-Over You

The only way to keep me alive is to blog

I'm not You

You're not Me either

I'm not jealous of you

You've nothing to be jealous of either

One thing

I have to reduce my gaga-ness over you

Too much of little things

It ain't giving me any good

Proud, is the word I am towards you

Happy, is the word I use when I am with you

Love, is the word I want to feel from you

Supportive, is the word I always have for you

How to resist

If my left hand doesn't cooperate with my right hand

How to handle

If my left brain is not balancing well with my right brain

How to mend it back

If we don't communicate well but keep beeing suspecious

How to make this right

If we do not have any similar interest at all

I've tried my best not to break down when something hits me

I've tried my best not to give up when I fall once or twice

I've tried my best not to be disappointed when I don't get what I want

I've tried my best not to hold back my feelings when I get hurt

There's so many things I want you to know

So many..
Too many..

Will you be there to listen?

Texting was always what we were looking for

Talking on the phone was always the happiest moment

Meeting each other was always what we appreciate

Spending time together was the most precious moment

Those were the days

I miss those days
Those were the moments

They are my history

Sometimes,

girls want their guys to sweet talk

Sometimes,

girls want their guys to cheer them up

Guys want in a girlfriend are

Love,

which I'm givine you more than enough

Company,

this I failed but I'll try to make it when you're back

Good looks,

well, I guess I'm average (not too bad with make up on)

Intimacy,

we've crossed the line that God has set for us

Playfulness,

I think I am too playful till it irritates you

Trust,

I've trusted you for allowing you to go clubbing

Frienship,

we pour out our feelings towards each other most of the time.

: My heart speaks :

The story of us both

I will never forget a single thing happens in our lives..

A day out with Zoey to Pavilion and Sungei Wang

Went Pavilion and Sungei Wang shopping with Zoey Sum on the 19th of April 2011. I bought a pair of Malaysia made shoes and a leather looked bag for my birthday. I also bought a set of body shampoo from The Body Shop for my boyfriend's mother as her birthday falls on the same day as mine, the only difference is we're born in different year, many years apart. Haha.. I hope she likes it because it is the second time buying present for her. The first time, I bought her a pink scarft. She loves it and it's uselful. She wears it to Sunday service, that's what she told me. Let the pictures tell you what had happened. I'm not in the mood to write down everything. A birthday gift for Sam's mom although she doens't celebrate

Some guys are being typical perverts

There you are.. Zoey, my girlfriend

That's me, taking picture in front of Gucci

Picture of Zoey

Had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market

With the promotion for Student, these 2 plates of delicious delicacies cost RM10 each included drinks. It's worth to eat! All you need to do is to show your Student ID and the waiter or waitress will comment about you picture. I looked thinner in real life. Zoey looked chubbier now. Hahaha...

Zoey, the used to be thin one is getting chubbier..

Camwhoring in Forever 21

Matthew Oh was obsessed with those shades. He commented on my Facebook. "Where is this place, so many shades". I guess he wants to get one for himself but I'm sure he won't walk in by his own. Hahaha..

Zoey says peace

Nice Background eh?


: We girls should hang out more often, I had a great day shopping, sharing, laughing, walking, acting pretty and most importantly being happy :

Girls Just To Wanna Have Fun

On the 14th of April 2011, Thursday. Cloudy. Happy.

We girls took our effort to meet up and have fun. It has been months since we last gather together and do all types of crazy things and share all topics of girly talks. We went North Wing, UCSI University for a swim. The pool was dirty. I guess the pump isn't working. We were swimming with a lot of dead insects and cloudy water but still we had fun. Here are some of the photos.

~ Love is in the Air ~

~ Fly High ~

Eason and Yee Won are both together

I am so glad that Eason has finally found his soul sister

Overjoyed celebration for him in my heart

The love birds has finally begin their journey

It will be a long long sugary journey

The sweetness of theirs are flowing down the love river

May they be trapped in their love life and never be separated

*** Smile ***

=)

The Past vs. The Present

: Sam :

It hurts to see you cry, it makes my heart wanna die, it hurts to say goodbye, but i ain't gonna say bye bye. I love you sweetie, the black clouds surrounded the sky, but they ain't going to stay there for good, for the sunlight will rise once again in order just to make u smile again.. one thing i know "good things are always hard to get". I don't feel like ending this message. Writing this message makes me feel like you're chatting with me too.

: SherLeen :

First time saying bye bye was not easy. I cried so hard after my Probability and Statistics Midterm Examination in a classroom at Block C. It was also my first time crying for a guy. I do not know whether you still feel the power of the love of us now but I am very sure that it is still in me, it has never reduce nor remain but it is growing. I hope you feel the same way too.

Man-Magnet

I have deactivated my Facebook account due to too much crapping or in a bad way "flirting" with guys and I have to admit that I'm Facebook Addict. My boyfriend made me realized that most of the time, guys are the ones who comment on my posts, status, photos, videos, chatbox or anything else. I'm not happy with the fact that these guys are doing it so often and the girls seem to be invisible or maybe disappeared. I'm not happy that I'm always surround by guys as well. Am I a bitch who only talks to guys? Am I very flirtish? I don't want to give people the impression that I'm a slut, a bitch or maybe a girl who is obsessed with guys. My life is not about G-U-Y-s. I'm just being friendly or maybe over-friendly. I've learned my lesson. Reserve myself for my own. Go hang around with my girlfriends instead of guy friends. It makes people talk bad about me. I don't want people back-stabbing me because of this. Especially among we girls, gossips will start and it leads to rumours, rumours spoil a person's impression. Therefore, what is the point of sticking with guys? I shall stay away from you, dangerous devil!!!

Love last forever

I envy my friend, Yin Zee. She's my primary schoolmate and also classmate for a year when we were in Standard One. She's a super sweet and gentle girl. I'm suprised that she's still dating with this guy, Mr. Kong. Hahaha.. They both met in primary school as well. They've been together for more than 5 years I guess. Well, let's count.. How many years apart from Primary Six till now? Light Bulb! 7 Years! Wow!!! I really envy both of them are still being so lovely. I am happy for her that someone loves her so much. She deserves him. Wish that they both will live happy forever. Prayers upon them..

Female's Languages

When a girl says she's Fine

She wants you to ask her once more

When a girl says she's Happy

She wants you to be happy for her too

When a girl says she's Sad

She needs a shoulder to lean on

When a girl says she's Emo

She needs someone to listen to her

When a girl says she's Undecisive

She needs someone to lead her

When a girl says she's Sorry for disturbing you

She wants you to concern about what she's facing now

When a girl says she's Upset

She wants you to ask "What can I do for you"

When a girl says she's Useless

She wants you to tell her she can do it

When a girl says she's Forgetful

She wants you to remind her everything

When a girl says she's Childish

She wants you to tell her jokes

When a girl says she's being Bitchy

She wants you to pull her out from the Satan's trap

When a girl says she needs your help

She really mean it and you have to do it

When a girl says she loves you forever

She expects you to treat her the same or even better

When a girl says she misses you

She wants you to give her a surprise by looking for her

When a girl says she wants a hug from you

She wants to feel the security from you

When a girl says she cannot take it anymore

She wants you not to give up on her but treat her better

When a girl says she can't leave without you

She wants you to promise her that you'll never leave her

Un-genuine Prom Night

Why bother looking at nice prom dresses if I'm not attending any? I guess I've been mixing around with friends who talks about how awesome their Prom Night is, going with their boyfriend and etc. Well, to be honest, I'm not jealous of them boasting about their life but I envy that they have this opportunity to show their best look on that night. I remembered I've been to one lousy Prom Night with my girlfriends, Vain Vain and Yoke Yee during Form 4. I dated Vania and Yoke Yee dated her ex-boyfriend, Jarred Tay. It was a nice experience. Me and Vain Vain was both cam whoring in the toilet. The performance was very funny, the dancers were dancing as if they're sleep walking, the violinist, You You was playing out of tune, and suddenly and gang of guys dressed up in girl's dresses and started dancing like Bon Dan. Sigh. They've nothing better to do other than embarrassing themselves. Anyways, I had fun. Me and Vain Vain left early and I thanked God for that because they had this time for all the couples or lovers to dance. Phew!

...Talking about Prom Night, I wonder is there any in UCSI University...