Shopping list? Doens't seem like it

Recently I bought:
1. A Valentino Creation Leather wallet for my baby Sam
2. A pair of contact lens for me and my baby Sam
3. A huge pink Happy Birthday specs for mom's birthday
4. An own necklace
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Planning to buy:
1. A shopping handbag
2. A dinner high heels
3. A casual dress
4. A short pants

Home-Sweet-Home

I want to own this place

A lovely place

With my beloved ones

I want to spend the rest of my life here

An ocean is what I would like to dive in every morning

A peaceful place with fresh air is what I always wanted

Let the light shines

My life is a havoc. Opps.. I mean was.. Yea. It's a past tense. Which already over. Ever since I'm rebelled and done all the things beyond my own imagination, my life changed. Totally changed. It's 360 degree changed. I can't believe I've the courage to make those decisions. And now, I'm enjoying the outcome. I smell FREEDOM now. At least I get to smell it. My senses are telling me, this is going to be a nice journey. This is just a beginning of my own life. It's only an introduction. Well, not to say much, Chapter 1 is definitely about me and my boyfriend, Sam. The rest of the Chapters are comimg up soon. I just can't wait. But I guess, it won't be a fairy tale because we're all living in a reality world. A world which is full of corruption. A world which is flooded by cunning and unreasonable human. I'm not saying I'm an angel but trying be an angeliked girl. And of course, we've to be smart when facing difficulties. That's when we show our evilish tail while our halo is still on our head. Hahahaa... That's somewhat an oxymoron. Anyway, I do not want to talk much in this post as I've other topics to post.

~The End~

First Day of Chinese New Year 2011

It's officially year 2011 in Chinese's Calendar. I don't feel well. I guess I've taken too much of high cholesterol food. I dare not eat too much of food which contains of high carbohydrates or packet drinks which contain of a lot of sugar. Sigh. What a Chinese New Year this year. Not only that, I'm having diarrhea. It's so suffering. My tummy don't feel well. Feel like going to the toilet but feel hungry at the same time. What is this? Is this how I'm celebrating New Year? I better be recovered by today because me and my whole family will be heading to A Famosa, Melaka tomorrow. We'll be staying there for 2 days and 1 night. According to my aunt, she has booked a bungalow with a private swimming pool. I hope me and my family get to enjoy and have a better relationship with one another. This will be a time for us to bond together and get to know each other better. Treasure our love ones in our lives or we might regret one day.

I miss my baby who's in Sabah now. I don't know what he's doing. I feel like texting him but inside me, I want him to enjoy his New Year with his family and friends as well. It is the most beautiful thing to listen to my baby's voice. No matter it's over the phone or on skype, but of course talking to him face to face is the best! His voice is so soothing. It makes me calm all the time when I'm panic and that makes me feel secure. Oh dear.. I miss my baby very much.

p/s: I love you baby... Muakx!

writing here can be fun

hi sweetie, although now everything is quite settled, but we still got to wait for the challenge to reach us.. 15 more days im leaving to kk.. which is on 1st of feb, gonna miss u alot. but quite sad that u are working because now we only have 3 days to meet up, but well what to do...hehe... i still love u sweetie... maybe i will working in starbuck bukit bintang because i have a friend which is a supervisor works there.. see whether he can help or not..lol...im happy for all these time tat u are obsessed with me, kinda cute..haha..well it shows that u care me the most and the max...haha...well then sick sick sick still writing a blog to u..ahaha.. remember one thing be strong, learn to improvise, adapt and overcome no matter where you are ok!? i love you sweetie, do update ur blog it has been sometime we neglected blogger..hahaha

From: Sam

Singapore Post

Yet! Another tiring day! Everyday seems to be so busy. Shop Shop Shop!!! Walk Walk Walk!!! Eat Eat Eat!!! The same routine everyday. Bought a sky blue shorts for myself and a tshirt for my baby at Cotton On. All together I've bought 1 pair of sneakers, 1 pair of rugget flowery shoes, a sexy mini dress, a sky blue shorts and a tshirt. I'm still shopping for a squarish yet round shopping bag or a normal cowboy sling bag. I've seen a lot of shops selling this tshirt, it's short in the front but long behind. It's quite fashionable and I feel like owning one of it but I'm scared that I'll shop till I have not enough money for the rest of the 4 days to come. Hahaha.. Anyways, those are the items that I bought it for myself after so long of taking a vacation for NOT shopping. Now I know why women love to shop. Finally! I feel the feeling of shopping myself without mom beside me, grumbles or nags. I smell freedom. LOL. There's a lot of things I want to grab it and pay money but still I have to calculate how much I left. Although Dai Yee told me if I want anything, I can just tell her and she'll settle the bill for me but I don't feel good for others to pay for me.

After staying in Singapore for 2 days, I fell in love with Singapore. The people, the fashion, the food, the accommodation, the service, the transportation, the hygiene, and the shopping malls. Singaporeans are really fashionable! Evening dress with a belt, slippers and a nice handbag! WOW! I'm impressed. They really know what is the definition of FASHION! Some dress like a model! Baggy four quarter brown pants with a semi-transparent beige blouse and a pair of heels and of course the latest fashion handbag. How can they be so yummy? Not only that, their hair style matches their dressing. My eyes were wide-opened when I was shopping. Every single one of them dresses their best to show off what they know about FASHION! I wish I can own one of their wardrobe. Haha.. Just one will do. I don't ask for more. Even the guys know how to show their best but some dress like gay lou. hahaha.. As usual, three quarter shorts with a tight shirt and a pair of sneakers. Well, that's common. Ladies have more choice! Kekeke.. It's good and bad too. Good because we have options. Bad because we gotta spend more money and energy.

Wow! Third paragraph. I wish and hope to message you today and tomorrow and everyday but I can't. Each message costs RM1 and if my baby replies, it costs another RM1. Add it up is RM2. So NOT worth it! It's killing me!!! I miss my baby very much! How I wish my baby is here with me everyday, every hour, every minute and every second or even millisecond. Looking at so many couples in Singapore holding hands, shopping together, have lunch, dinner and breakfast together really make me JEALOUS! I want to be part of it too with my beloved Sam. I can't wait to go back to Malaysia. I can't wait for school reopen. I can't wait til 3rd January 2010. I can't wait to meet my baby too. I miss you baby.. I do not know how to contact you but through the air, I whisper "I LOVE YOU". Hope you receive my message baby..

I'll be going to Jurong Bird Park tomorrow morning at 10am. Will be having breakfast in the morning at home. We've just shopped for our breakfast. keke.. Mom and Pastor John will be arriving around 2pm. We might meet up mom at Orchard Road. Will be going to Universal Studio with Alvin and the family on the 28th Dec 2010. We're going to spend the whole day over there. I guess that is it from me.

A day before I leave Malaysia

Down the hill is how Im feeling now

Climbing up a ninty degree slope is what I'm struggling

Going down the hill is always easier
We will never know the outcome of it

Trouble is a friend of mine

It sticks around me even I tried to escape

Peace is never a friend of mine

I glue to it even it repels like a magnet to me

random

Here are some random photos that I took.. I've nothing much to do today.. Stayed home, watching Hong Kong serires, Facebook, Blogging and chat with friends. That's it..

Here are the ingredients to make Tuna Eggs

Queenie's Christmas present for me

Lucky Draw Presents

Random pictures

This auntie used Ang Pao packets to reserve place for her family

Gosh!!

A day out with friends to Pavilion

Went out with my Secondary School friends and my beloved boyfriend yesterday. Singing with friends in Red Box was a blast! We jumped! We shouted! We screamed! We sang! We went crazy! We danced! Letting our hair down is just so relaxing and fun! I shall do that more often.

My lovely girlfriends..

My one and only beloved boyfriend, Sam

Group photo

The crazy moment of us singing while dancing

Me and my beloved boyfriend again. Aww.. So lovely..

I love you baby..

Soh poh and Fei poh

The girl who has no problem in life

Rahey, the smartest among us!

At The Beginning

We were strangers starting out on our journey

Never dreaming what we'd have to go through

Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you

Unexpected what you did to my heart

When I lost hope you were there to remind me

This is the start

And life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing

Life is a road now and forever

A wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning

I'll be ther ewhen the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

Wwe were strangers on a crazy adventure

Never dreaming how our dreams would come true

Now here we stand unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me alone in the dark

I know that my dream will live on

I've been waiting so long

Nothing's gonna tear us apart