06/03/10

* Oh Happy Day! *

Indescribable!

Unbelievable!

Indefinable!

* During Social Club *

we had an awesome worship session

we had fun spending time with God's most 'precious' children

we had successfully did an impromptu sketch

* Jamming for ROCK *

fun to jam without knowing the songs

learned to play 'Awesome God'

fun to jam in full band

* Lunch with Edward, Alvin and Andy *

Alvin interviewed by ntv 7

Had fun chatting with 3 guys

Had a delicious 'herbal dumpling noodle'

* Andy Lost his phone? *

Ran back to the restaurant at BB Plaza

Ran back to KFC

Found out that Edward took his phone

* First guitar lesson *

Learned G, Em, C and D chords

Have to cut fingernails

Struggling to press the chords

* Ice-breaker for ROCK *

Everyone was running around

Everyone was chasing after one another

Everyone was exhausted, panting and sweating

* Lesson *

Contrast and Contact

God created Light and Darkness

Pray for one another everyday

* Reached home *

LAUGH OUT LOUD

Mom permed her hair

She looks cute and younger

* That's all I guess *

I can't stop thinking about ...

I can't get rid of ...

I'm wondering

I'm waiting

Let me know the answer

A clear answer from you

I have to be patient

I have to be kind

Happy

to receive your reply

Sad

to wait for your reply

I should stop this

but how?

ask God

that's the only way I guess..

You think I'm ugly,

You think I'm stupid,
You think I'm dumb,

I think you're wrong!

You think I'm smart,

I think you're intelligent;

You think I've a nice name,

I think you've a unique name.

You think I'm a kid,

I think you're too mature;

You think I've a kid's voice,

I think you love it.

You admire my vocal,

I admire the way you talk;

You think I'm funny,

I think you're lame.

You tease me,

I accept it;

You make fun of me,

I'll try to listen to it.

You think you're telling the truth,

I think I've to accept what you say;

You think I'm ego,

I think that's self-defense.

You think being the only child is nice,

I think being the only child is lonely;

You think 24 hours a day isn't enough,

I think that's what God has created for us.

You think I'm a slow learner,

I think you're just impatient;

You think I've a poker-face,

I think it appears only to you.

You think I need a boyfriend,

I think I don't need one to protect me;

You think I'm fragile,

I think you're hiding something.

You think you're my brother then I'll tell you everything,

I think I'm your sister and I expect the same from you;

You think you prefer to be mysterious,

I think you're afraid to show your feelings.

You might think I'm annoying,

I might think I am one,

You think you know what's in my mind,

I think you're just too mysterious.

You think I'm a 5 year old kid,

I think you're like a 50 year old folks;

You think I can't live without reading before sleep,

I think that's a good habit.

You think I'm 'someone's' girlfriend,

I think you've misunderstood us;

You think I sound like a kiddy,

I think you're right.

Thursday

Thursday

The intersection day of the week

Thursday

The only day I stay in the office alone

Thursday

The day I'll have jamming in the evening

Thursday

The day where I considered a happy day

Thursday

Perfect Three days before Chinese New Year

Thursday

The day mom has Care Group

Thursday

will only appears once in a week

Thursday

will only appears four times in a month

Thursday

the 11th of February 2010

is the day I enjoyed most of this week

* THURSDAY *

Went to Public Bank

It was crowded

People are changing money

for Chinese New Year

Dreamed of my grandma

It wasn't a good dream

Dreamed of my SPM result

3As', 2Bs' and the rest are Es'

Feel like going to RedBox

Feel like doing crazy stuffs

Feel like going to the beach

Feel like relaxing

I'm feeling sad

I'm feeling weird

I'm hating my gf for no reason

I get frustrated easily

I don't want people to read this

but they will, one day

I don't keep secret to myself

but I'll keep secrets of other people

I used to be very patient

I'm loosing it slowly

I used to smile and laugh a lot

I'm faking it very often

First love?

Sometimes I wonder how's it gonna feel

Will my first love be true and real

Will I be ready when my heart starts to fall

What will I do when my love comes to call

And my daddy tells me that I light up his world

Everyday he says, "Darling you're my best girl."

He tried to teach me from the very start

The meaning of love so nobody breaks my heart

Will my love come in a bowl of fire

Will it be filled with hope and desire

Will my love come in the pouring rain

Am I ready for the joy

Am I ready for the pain

Am I ready for the boy

Am I ready for love... for love

I know I'm not a little girl anymore

Cause I'm feeling things I've never felt before

Sweet sensations and anticipations

Calling commotion to my emotions

And I hear the words my daddy said to me

He said be true to yourself and keep your spirit free

And love will find you one way or another

Be good to yourself and be good to each other

It's a run around the world and it's moving so fast

Though I wanna find a love that's gonna last

A love so strong that it can withstand

The weight of this world in the palm of it's hand

Make A Difference

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should I quit?

I don't like this

I suffer but

I learned

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I am numb

I am feelingless

I am miserable

I am confused

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What can I do?

What should I do?

Can someone tell me?

Can someone show me the way?

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Being alone in a crowd

Is a good thing

but it is also

a BAD thing

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Being alone in a crowd

is like you're being neglected

Being alone in a crowd

is like you're the odd one

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Sometimes

we want to be the outstanding ones

Sometimes

we would rather hide ourselves at one corner

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No matter where we go

eventually

people will notice us

Especially in God's eyes

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He knows everything

He sees everything

He hears everything

He cares for everyone

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sigh

what's going on?

what's happening now?

why am I depressed?

what courses should I take?

which college should I enter?

what are the minimum requirement?

I'm desperate to find out the answers!

I need advice from people who have experience

I need to talk to my friends

I need Your help, Lord

I need You now!

I'm in a bad situation

I'm surrounded by people who are miserable

I'm surrounded by people who are full of anger

Lord, give us peace

CNY is just around the corner

everyone is busy preparing for the special day

buying new clothes

shop shop shop and shop

I'm not a shopaholic

I'm not a sober

I'm no longer a young little girl

but I am still a child of our Father

I can't wait to attend Alesa's 21st bday party

I can't wait to see smiley faces

I can't wait to share my happiness with my friends

i can't wait.. just can't wait..

I might be an introvert

but that doesn't mean I don't socialise

I might be an extrovert

but that doesn't mean I do something without going trough my brain

working is fun

working might be boring

working is fun

if only you know what to do

I enjoyed being a student in school

all you have to do is just study

and get good grades

and have fun, of course

I appreciate every single seconds

I appreciate everyone in my life

I appreciate the things that I have

I appreciate the people who love me

Twilight

Twilight

Is the only thing

Appears in my mind

Thanks to Amsyar

He gave me the collection of 'Twilight'

as my Christmas present '09

It's the most wonderful present

that I've received of the year

Thank you

I'm in love

with

IT

Things to say

I can't take it anymore!!! I have to let it out!!! Phew! (Taking a deeeeeeep breath)
Ok... 2more to go.. What's that? What? 2more to go? What am I talking about? I mean 2 more days to go oh no 2 more subjects then I'm FREE!!!!

1st of December.. Hmm.. What a nice day uh?
I'm counting down to the end of SPM Examinations. Honestly, I can't believe that I'm actually sitting for the major examinations now. Although you might think I'm relaxing now and I'm not worry about my exams but I am! I am actually studying. For your information, I don't like to study in public as in studying when lotsa people around me. It's very irritating and annoying.

I don't like people asking me 'Hey, how's your exam?, How's your preparation? Study now, or else you'll regret' I'm bored of hearing those sentences. Sorry.. No offence. I'm just letting out my thoughts.

I'm glad that people around me are caring and loving. I received tonnes of messages from friends, family members and even strangers. Opps.. Not to say strangers but people who I've never talked to before. It shows that they are people that I don't know who cares for me. I appreciate that very very much and I would love to say Thank You! Friends are praying for me and that touched me most.

I'm not supposed to online or go near the computer but I just can't resist. Don't tell my MOM. Shh... Top secret between me and you k? (If you're reading this...)

I feel bad. Sigh. I shall go and study for my Physics. Ciao...

To be continue...