The Beginning

I have not been writing for six months

I hope I have the inspiration to do so now

That's why I've decided to start my personal journal

I ain't gonna let anyone knows that I'm writing my thoughts

Unless I'm ready to share my thoughts to the entire world

The Unforgettable Moment

Those were the happy moments that we spent together even though my mom was and is still disagree with us dating. I love the way we treasure one another. It will always be in my memories. Lets make things happen and plan our journey. I believe we're going to make things right and will live our life happily together. I love you Sam...

I miss you..

A simple message from you makes a lot of difference.

: Pick Up the Responsibilities :

A lesson to be learned : Do not trust anyone easily, trust your own self.

It was considered as the worst day in my life today...
Begging people, scolding people, quarrelling, feeling stress, sqeezing our brain juice, thinking beyond our imagination and et cetera.

It was a day I repent from telling lies...
Putting on a mask, indeed is the hardest thing to do. Lying is temporary, the truth will soon to be revealed. So, why bother lying?

It is not easy to deal with people we can't stand...
There are options of ways to communicate but we can only use some of the tactics to tackle who we are talking to. It is all depends on the person's personality and attitude. Communicate more and we will master the skills of handling people easily.

It requires trust and honesty to befriend with someone...
A friend in need, is a friend indeed. A friend who's willing to help you in all sorts of ways, is always a true friends. True friends last...

It's always a hard decision to make when you're travelling in a fork jorney...
Everything in life has options. The doors are always opened for us, we as a human, love fast forward, but is it worth to take the step? Be wise and think twice...

It's never an easy task to complete when you tend to get stress up in everything...
Relax our mind. Clear off everything and arrange what is the most important to the least important. That helps a lot.

It's important to have a close friend with you whenever you're facing any difficulties...
My closest friend who knows almost everything in my life is Sam. He has always been there for me whenever I'm in trouble. He is always the first to give me a hand or an ear.

I have learned to trust Him and surrender everything to Him...
Because I know He does miracles, He answers our prayers, He is our provider, He is our friend, He is our Father, He is our shelter, He is our Saviour, He is everything to me...

It has never been an easy road for me in my life...
What I'm going through now may seem smooth but deep down in me, I'm suffering. Nevertheless, I will try to think on the positive sides and strive for everything.

It has always hindering us from doing things, It refers to Money...
Money is a root of evil, if we do not handle it. "Money isn't supposed to control us, but money is supposed to controlled by us." This sentence inspired by Sam.

It has always what I wanted in life, that is Education...
None of my family members enter college. Therefore, my wish is to be the first to graduate with good grades. I want my family to be proud of me, I want to be proud of myself too...

It's time to set my Vision...
My vision is very simple. To be a person whom is able to support myself, my family, my relatives, my friends and people who are unfortunate. Blessing is what I want to share...

It's my Mission to be accomplished...

What I set now is permanent. My mission is my goal. My goal is to live a meaningful life. A life that will change people's life. I believe I can be one and therefore I will be.

It's never too late to learn...

Learning is a journey. It brings us around the world. Knowledge is too broad for us to receive. What we have in mind is called knowledge. I want to broaden it and to pass down to the next generations...

It will not cost us a single penny to smile...

Living a life happily is what I've been trying to do but life is just like a roller coaster ride. It shoots up to the peek and it accelerates down the hill. Always smile whenever we're facing troubles.

Over Gaga-Over You

The only way to keep me alive is to blog

I'm not You

You're not Me either

I'm not jealous of you

You've nothing to be jealous of either

One thing

I have to reduce my gaga-ness over you

Too much of little things

It ain't giving me any good

Proud, is the word I am towards you

Happy, is the word I use when I am with you

Love, is the word I want to feel from you

Supportive, is the word I always have for you

How to resist

If my left hand doesn't cooperate with my right hand

How to handle

If my left brain is not balancing well with my right brain

How to mend it back

If we don't communicate well but keep beeing suspecious

How to make this right

If we do not have any similar interest at all

I've tried my best not to break down when something hits me

I've tried my best not to give up when I fall once or twice

I've tried my best not to be disappointed when I don't get what I want

I've tried my best not to hold back my feelings when I get hurt

There's so many things I want you to know

So many..
Too many..

Will you be there to listen?

Texting was always what we were looking for

Talking on the phone was always the happiest moment

Meeting each other was always what we appreciate

Spending time together was the most precious moment

Those were the days

I miss those days
Those were the moments

They are my history

Sometimes,

girls want their guys to sweet talk

Sometimes,

girls want their guys to cheer them up

Guys want in a girlfriend are

Love,

which I'm givine you more than enough

Company,

this I failed but I'll try to make it when you're back

Good looks,

well, I guess I'm average (not too bad with make up on)

Intimacy,

we've crossed the line that God has set for us

Playfulness,

I think I am too playful till it irritates you

Trust,

I've trusted you for allowing you to go clubbing

Frienship,

we pour out our feelings towards each other most of the time.

: My heart speaks :

The story of us both

I will never forget a single thing happens in our lives..

A day out with Zoey to Pavilion and Sungei Wang

Went Pavilion and Sungei Wang shopping with Zoey Sum on the 19th of April 2011. I bought a pair of Malaysia made shoes and a leather looked bag for my birthday. I also bought a set of body shampoo from The Body Shop for my boyfriend's mother as her birthday falls on the same day as mine, the only difference is we're born in different year, many years apart. Haha.. I hope she likes it because it is the second time buying present for her. The first time, I bought her a pink scarft. She loves it and it's uselful. She wears it to Sunday service, that's what she told me. Let the pictures tell you what had happened. I'm not in the mood to write down everything. A birthday gift for Sam's mom although she doens't celebrate

Some guys are being typical perverts

There you are.. Zoey, my girlfriend

That's me, taking picture in front of Gucci

Picture of Zoey

Had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market

With the promotion for Student, these 2 plates of delicious delicacies cost RM10 each included drinks. It's worth to eat! All you need to do is to show your Student ID and the waiter or waitress will comment about you picture. I looked thinner in real life. Zoey looked chubbier now. Hahaha...

Zoey, the used to be thin one is getting chubbier..

Camwhoring in Forever 21

Matthew Oh was obsessed with those shades. He commented on my Facebook. "Where is this place, so many shades". I guess he wants to get one for himself but I'm sure he won't walk in by his own. Hahaha..

Zoey says peace

Nice Background eh?


: We girls should hang out more often, I had a great day shopping, sharing, laughing, walking, acting pretty and most importantly being happy :

Girls Just To Wanna Have Fun

On the 14th of April 2011, Thursday. Cloudy. Happy.

We girls took our effort to meet up and have fun. It has been months since we last gather together and do all types of crazy things and share all topics of girly talks. We went North Wing, UCSI University for a swim. The pool was dirty. I guess the pump isn't working. We were swimming with a lot of dead insects and cloudy water but still we had fun. Here are some of the photos.

~ Love is in the Air ~

~ Fly High ~

Eason and Yee Won are both together

I am so glad that Eason has finally found his soul sister

Overjoyed celebration for him in my heart

The love birds has finally begin their journey

It will be a long long sugary journey

The sweetness of theirs are flowing down the love river

May they be trapped in their love life and never be separated

*** Smile ***

=)

The Past vs. The Present

: Sam :

It hurts to see you cry, it makes my heart wanna die, it hurts to say goodbye, but i ain't gonna say bye bye. I love you sweetie, the black clouds surrounded the sky, but they ain't going to stay there for good, for the sunlight will rise once again in order just to make u smile again.. one thing i know "good things are always hard to get". I don't feel like ending this message. Writing this message makes me feel like you're chatting with me too.

: SherLeen :

First time saying bye bye was not easy. I cried so hard after my Probability and Statistics Midterm Examination in a classroom at Block C. It was also my first time crying for a guy. I do not know whether you still feel the power of the love of us now but I am very sure that it is still in me, it has never reduce nor remain but it is growing. I hope you feel the same way too.

Man-Magnet

I have deactivated my Facebook account due to too much crapping or in a bad way "flirting" with guys and I have to admit that I'm Facebook Addict. My boyfriend made me realized that most of the time, guys are the ones who comment on my posts, status, photos, videos, chatbox or anything else. I'm not happy with the fact that these guys are doing it so often and the girls seem to be invisible or maybe disappeared. I'm not happy that I'm always surround by guys as well. Am I a bitch who only talks to guys? Am I very flirtish? I don't want to give people the impression that I'm a slut, a bitch or maybe a girl who is obsessed with guys. My life is not about G-U-Y-s. I'm just being friendly or maybe over-friendly. I've learned my lesson. Reserve myself for my own. Go hang around with my girlfriends instead of guy friends. It makes people talk bad about me. I don't want people back-stabbing me because of this. Especially among we girls, gossips will start and it leads to rumours, rumours spoil a person's impression. Therefore, what is the point of sticking with guys? I shall stay away from you, dangerous devil!!!