Monday, December 13, 2010

Wedding






Looking at some of the Wedding pictures that I took for the past few years. Admire the brides and the bridegrooms tying their knot together. Sweet couples are flooding my life but of course there's still some sour ones who divorce after that. I wonder, when will I get married? 23? 24 25? 26? But definitely not 30 years old. Blogging about weddings, I remembered Oscar asked me a funny question that made us blasted a loud laugh during the wedding dinner I attended last Saturday.


Here you go, "Biu Jie, when are you getting married?" asked Oscar with a cute tone, eyes starring at me with his silly look. "Hey! Why do you ask this kind of question? Biu Jie is not as old as them, biu jie is still studying, you silly boy. Or you want to be my boyfriend to marry me? Hahahaha.."laughing at his question while replying him. Then I whispered to his ear, "I wish to marry to my current boyfriend, and I wish to spend my entire life with him happily." But too bad.. He doesn't know who I'm referring to.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Richard Marx - Now & Forever

Subway Sandwich

That's what I've been craving for
Subway Sandwich is healthy
Thanks baby for the sandwich
I love you

Nightmare 2


I had nightmare again! How many times do I have nightmare?

I dreamed that ADORE band went down to Singapore for road-show and I was driving a Mini Cooper. Nice car! Enjoying the scenery along the way to Singapore. I was driving alone. Disco music blasting out loud in the car. Sing all the way until I reached the destination.
Not really sure where was that place. It's an unfamiliar place to me. It looks like Melaka, A Famosa but yet we were in a theme park in Singapore. It's either the Sentosa Island or the Universal Studio in Singapore.
Went to the theme park with friends, Felicia, Ng Ting Yen (primary school friend who has migrated to Singapore), Amigo, Edmund, Matthew, Jia Huei, Alvin and etc. Sat on many terrifying rides include, Clock Screw, Jumping Machine, Spinning Machine, Spider-Man and etc..
Went to took my car. Was driving in the car and I found a parking lot. As usual, I like reverse parking. So, I reversed, reversed and reversed. Wanted to change the gear to D from R but it didn't move and I stepped on the accelerator. Wanted to step on the break but it's too late. Smashed down from that 4 stories high building. Landed on the grown with a heart attack and thank God that I was alive! The terrifying incident woke me up from my dream! I felt that I've been dead but yet I'm still alive.
Looking in the mirror
Looking at the reflection
Starring at myself
Thinking of what I'm doing
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What does that mean?
Why do I look like this?
A Happy-Go-Lucky Girl
Transformed into a Moody girl
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Where is the old me?
The old me used to be cheerful and bubbly
Who is this new me?
The new me is totally opposite of the old me
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I've to pick myself up
I need a tree to lean on whenever I go
I need the grass to support me on my feet
I need the wind to help me to move on
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Can someone lend me their shoulder to cry on?
Can someone lend me their ears for me to wshisper to?
Can someone lend me their hands to comfort me?
Can someone lend me their body to give me some warmth?
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I know you are the one
I am determine on this
I know who I love
I know who loves me
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Committing suicide is the stupidest decision
Thinking of commit suicide is indeed the silliest thought
Committing suicide takes a lot of courages
Committing suicide can't solve any problem, we're just avoiding it
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Thanks for your ears
Thanks for your comfort
Thanks for your love
Thanks for being my boyfriend
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I love you Sam
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*remember what you've promised yesterday*

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Nightmare


I had nightmare again.. This is how it begins..

I was dating with Sam at a super huge shopping mall in a developed country. "Sam, I need to use the bathroom" told Sam. "Okay, I'll wait for you here." replied Sam while waiting for me in a shop. So, I went to the bathroom alone. Was in the toilet pee-ing. When I came out of the toilet, someone kidnapped me.

When I woke up, I was in a bright room. All I remember was I surround with four white walls. The second later, someone pulled me out of the room. I saw a lot of walking dead human being walking around me. Standing, starring at me and some are my friends but they've no facial expression at all. They looked the same. No blood circulation, pale, dirty, dusty, only a few strain of hair, barefoot, wearing torn clothes and some are wounded. I was half mutated but still I'm a human being if I don't mix around with them. I bumped into my secondary school friend, Najlaa. She was 70% mutated.

She brought me out of that place by asking me to put on a "Lady Gaga" blond wig. I was in a lift together with one of the "master" that's what they called them. I acted like a mutant. They don't breathe so I held my breath when I was in the lift with them. It was horrible. I was afraid that I'll get caught. Finally! I was out of the lift.

Out there, is a huge empty space surrounded by the mutants and some of the bravos were fooling around with the mutants. They made can bombs. Can bomb is a kind of bomb where it explode when you throw it in the air and green powder will splash out. The humans were laughing and making fun of the mutants. They do not know how aggressive the mutants are. The aggressive ones are being chained in a cage each inside the building.

We walked and walked. The police were chasing after both of us. We ran as quick as possible but it seems like my legs were sticking on the ground all the time. I hid behind some of the naughty gang who bullies the mutants. They thought I was a human, they kept me safe from the police. My friend found me, she brought me to this huge Rome-like building. I climbed up on a curb and I saw Matthew. I told Matthew what happened when Najlaa was walking ahead of us. He told me to go with him cause the rest of my friends are in a safe place. I tried my best to leave Najlaa but it seems like she's a spy for the "master".

Suddenly, there was a war between the human and the mutants. The aggressive ones are free from the cage. They're ready to fight and enjoy their "food", us! Human! Matthew told me the direction to the safe room. It's at the highest floor of another building we're heading to. We can't use the lift because the mutants will come out anything and we'll be trapped inside. The escalator are not working. We've to climb up level by level. Finally! Najlaa lost track of me when the war begins. I took the opportunity to ran as fast as a leopard to the highest floor. Matthew rescued me half way when I was about to get caught by one of the mutant. The mutant was grabbing one of my leg. He was strong!

I ran and ran and ran. We were in the safe place. Full of security guards. All my friends are safe. They were enjoying a buffet party, knowing that they're going to die soon. Chin Leng hand me a plate of delicious food. The ROCKers were enjoying the food. My school friends were all gathered around, discussing how to attack the mutants when the time has come. I was searching for Sam. I couldn't find him and I saw my ex-best girlfriend. She told me that they lost touch with you. They don't know whether Sam is still alive or already dead or maybe has become one of "them". My heart has broke into pieces when I heard that news. I was furious, angry and feeling full of hatred and anxiety.

After the last meal, the mutants have arrived. Just on time when I finished washing the plates and utensils, the mutants surround the whole place. All my friends are gone. Some were hiding at the attic, some were gone, some went off with the mutant, and some are dead. How about me? What should I do? The mutants seem to know me well. They dare not look at me. They treated me in a good manner. The police officers are working together with them. Where are the government? Where the hell is Najib? Is he dead? I don't want him to die first. I want him to suffer to death. I want the mutants to torture him slowly but painfully.

I thought of a way to escape from all these mutants. Which is climbing up the wall to the roof top. There's helicopters waiting for us. They're about to take off. I have to think of a quick way to reach the roof top but how? So, I hid behind of a car and hiding under it. When the mutants were not aware, I rolled down the hill and stick against a wall. I started to climb up. I managed to climbed up and I reached the roof top. The helicopters were gone and some of the mutants were hanging outside the helicopters. Struggling to reach the human. They spotted me at the edge of the wall. They walked to me slowly. I've no choice but to end my life. So I flung my hand in the air and landed on a cement floor peacefully.

When I woke up, my heart was pounding hardly. Immediately, I took my phone and messaged my baby, hope that he'll comfort me but the way he replied told me I woke him up. Sorry ~

I seriously can't believe my eyes!!! Metrojaya is still using our picture for their advertisement "Back To School" continuously 3 years including 2011. Gosh! This is kinda embarrassing..

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Silence cuts my vain


Silent war
If you were a human, I'll bury you in the soil
Silent war
If you were to talk to me, I'll stick with you forever

Silent war
If I were you, I will change my attitude
Silent war
If only you were my enemy, I'll give you a kick

Silent war
I don't like you
Silent war
I dislike you

9-12-2010, Thursday Morning


I've no inspiration on what to blog. Therefore, I'm going to crap. I'll see how crappy I am by writing non-sense here. Now, let me recall what have I done since I woke up this morning.

The first thing pops in my mind was "What time is it?". Starring at the clock 7.11am. What!? It's only 7am in the morning? Why did I wake up so early when I don't have to go to school or any other places. Planned to continue in my dreamland but lightbulbs came to my brain. I should message my baby since he's working today and I believe he's awake. I messaged, waited for his reply in the toilet and when I came out, mom was in my room!

There she goes.. Asking me the same old question again and again. "Girl, I want you to tell me what exactly happened yesterday" asked mom. "Didn't I told you from the top to the bottom again and again yesterday? Why are you still asking me?" wrapping myself with a fresh towel and drying up the water droplets on my baby skin body, starring at her in a confused way. She walked off with a face full of sorrows and disappointment.

Dressed up myself full white and called my baby. Sadly, he didn't pick up my phone but he left a missed call after that. Called him in mom's room, talking to him while brushing my hair with a wooden comb. Starring out the window, admiring the nice weather after a whole night of rain when most of us are in a dreamland. The trees are as green as a grasshopper, the air is as fresh as an apple just plucked my a handsome young and good looking man, the birds are flying freely in the sky, clouds are moving slowly in the sky, from far just like a flock of sheep being chased by shepherds, houses are as clean as rabbit. What a nice morning..

Friday, December 3, 2010

marathon


some facts you seriously need to know:

Starring at you is like breathing in fresh air.
Missing you is like craving for delicious food when you're on the plane.
Your smile on your face makes the world make sense again.
Being with you is like riding on a motorbike to a long journey of life.
Hugging you ensure me that you will never let me lose.
The smell of yours gives me the courage to stand and to run the dream of mine.

From: Sam