It's another day.. Yesterday was Monday, today is Tuesday and tomorrow is Wednesday.. Have to attend Partners and Pushers meeting this evening in church. According to Mr. Alvin Kok, this is the first combine meeting the Partners and Pushers after so many years. No one dares to speak out for their own rights. No one dares to say NO to the partners but now, the Pushers of year 2010 is trying to make a change. Well, this is not the main idea of my blog today.
Alright, the topic that I would love to blog is actually about me and my friends. That includes my best friend and also "ex". Yucks! I hate to call them ex.. I shall name him "the 1st guy" then. Sounds better, I guess.
My best friend, Alyaa Izzati bin Aminuddin is one of my Malay best girlfriend. We're friends for 5years. We met in Form 1. The first conversation was "Hey, hahaha... are you a Japanese?" she asked. "No, I'm a pure Chinese" I replied. "WHAT!? I thought you're a Japanese! Hahahahaha.."She laughed. That's how we get to know each other. She's very loud, her voice sounds like Mickey Mouse and she's quite rough. She acts like a guy, that's why we can get along with each other. Hahaha.. We both were prefects in the afternoon session.
Few years later, she told me a secret. She fell in love with this Malay+Chinese guy. To be honest, he's good looking but not super duper handsome. Good looking as in, he has baby look, tall, fair, slim (a bit muscular), speaks fluent English (I admire most) and etc. The first reaction I gave her was, erm.. ok.. Go ahead. He's quite cute and ya.. handsome? LOL.
She was so into him. We talked about him almost every day back in Form 4. She's my closest Malay girl friend. We share secrets. One day, when we were walking to our Add Maths class, we saw him and his classmates flying kites. What a childish game. Nah.. Our school field is quite big, so it's fun to have such a childhood game. Both of us were talking, laughing and screaming over him while walking to our class (quite embarrassing). I guess that's how he noticed me. Haha.. Actually, I was teasing Alyaa about him. "Hey babe, look who's flying kites" I said while pointing at his direction. We both giggled and started our funny conversations.
Few days later, I received a message from an unknown. I ignored cause I didn't know who's that. Didn't bother to find out also. Well, that's me. (If you wanna talk to me or text me, please address yourself first or else I will ignore. Thanks!) Alright back to the topic. Few minutes later, he sent me another message, he introduced himself this time. So we started to text each other and talk on the phone at times only.
I told Alyaa that I've been texting and talking to this guy for quite some time. I feel sorry and guilty. I apologized and she forgives me. I love her.. 7months later, I said the stupidest thing which is "yes" to him. To be honest, I said yes to him it's because he's good-looking and Alyaa keeps encouraging me to accept this guy. I shouldn't have fall for it but since it happened, I'll take that as a lesson.
Few months later, mom found out that I was dating with this guy through Samantha's blog. She was suspicious on me. She suspected that I was dating. I do mentioned about this guy to my mom. She started to question me a lot. I blog about him at times. I hate to lie and so I told my mom. She was very upset at me. She did not talk to me for few weeks. I was depressed. I felt like running away. I couldn't face my mom. I cried at home. I cried in school while sharing with my classmates. Tears were all over my pillows and bed, even my pyjamas. haha.. I put on my specs just to cover up my eyes when I was in school. The puppy love ended in 3months. I was back to normal. I did not feel sad about losing him cause I wasn't serious.
I was sad because I lied to my mom. I did not respect her as my beloved mom. After all, everything turned up quite well in the end.
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