Oh NO!
Have to give a speech on Mother's Day
Oh NO!
Have to worship lead on this coming Sunday, ROCK Powerhouse
Oh NO!
I miss you already
Oh NO!
When can I see you again?
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
- Wednesday -
I enjoyed my day today. Although it was tough teaching the boys how to dance, especially those who don't have interest at dancing at all but still I have to be patient with them. Auntie Jennifer told me they might be entering a dance competition in June, if I'm not mistaken. It will be a good experience for them to show their talents. They are a few boys who are very talented. They know popping, locking and etc. I might invite them to join the ADORE dance team next year. keke.. It will be nice working with the homeschoolers.
Helped mom with the mission post again. I'm done!!! Finally!! Woo hoo...
Pastor John and Auntie Grace gave me RM500 as a thanksgiving for serving in church. At first, I did not want to keep it because this isn't the first time I receive such a "big reward" from them. It makes me feel.. feel.. feel.. (speechless) feel.. happy? sad? touched? bad? uncomfortable.. yea.. It's my pleasure to serve in church. Further more, I'm on holiday now. So as well get myself busy by helping in church rather than staying home facing the computer whole day. I'm not a homeslice by the way. They insisted me to keep it. Saying it's for my education in future and also continue to serve God, be a good servant. I have nothing to say but to receive it, if that makes them happy. I'm really blessed by God. People around me seems to treat me supremely good. My blessing has overflowed, it's time for me to bless others. ^.^
Went Jaya Jusco with mommy after work to renew her Jusco card and shop for groceries. Had a Choco Top Vanilla ice-cream while waiting for mom. She subbed a card for me. Yay!!! Everyone in the shopping mall was staring at me in a weird way. "Mi, is there something wrong with my face?" I asked mom. "No.. still the same old you." replied after checking on my face. That's kinda creepy. (goose bump) It must be my hair.. I'm still thinking whether I should keep my fringe short or long. sigh. It irritates me..
I received another gift when I was playing facebook game. This special gift is from my beloved darling, Oscar. He wrapped it with a recycle paper, full of his drawing and gave it to me. At first, I thought it was rubbish. I left it aside. Then, he came in again. "Biu jie" he called. "Yes?" I replied. (he was pointing at the "rubbish") I took it and have a closer look this time. "Is this for me?" I asked. He nodded. "Can I open?" He nodded shyly this time. (cute) I unwrapped it and it's a yellow highlighter. He bought it from school. He's so cute, adorable and lovely. I'm so touched by his little gift. Although it's not a branded gift but it's the thought that counts. Aww....
Monday, April 5, 2010
There's a lot of things I would love to share but I've limited time and space. I can't blog anytime and any day I want. Mom is always around. She'll always check on me. Eg: who are you chatting with? What games are you playing? Who sent you the emails? Why are you talking non-sense with friends? and the list goes on..
Sometimes I feel like I'm being watched every seconds. I know God is watching me but there's another person which is my mom. I think she is over protective at times. She has to learn to let go. Letting go doesn't mean losing me. How I wish she could read this and give me a good respond but I know it will not happen.
I underestimated the homeschool boys. They're fast learners. Today was the first dance lesson and they managed to cope and the younger ones managed to catch up. I'm impressed!! Good Job! Looking forward for the next lesson. I have to teach some challenging steps from now onwards. They're no longer the 'kids' that I used to named them. keke..
Looking at Oscar's skin, that makes me heartache. I love him.. I love my cousin. Since young, he has this skin problem. Brought him for skin specialist, recovered few months ago but now... it's getting worst. I don't know what to do. I want to help but how? I've told his parents. They don't seem to bother and that makes me frustrated. How can they leave it like that? His thumb has swollen up. When I look at it, I feel like crying but I have to comfort him. I know he suffers a lot. He told me it's painful. I can feel the pain by looking at his thumb. Oh my gosh... I really hope and pray that God will heal him.
p/s: lotsa love to my family... and I pray and ask for peace be with us...
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I've been eating a lot and I didn't exercise for months. My fat layer is getting thicker and thicker every second. I think I need to sign up for slimming program at my aunt's shop which is S2. Speaking of slimming, I had a dream again. (not again!)
Here it goes, I dreamed of me and my family bumped into Claire Wong and her family at Look Out Point. We had dinner together and we went funfair, both families. It's a weird dream. She's my best friend sitting next to me in school. Excuse me? I'm 2years younger than her.. What are we doing in the same class? Anyway, it's just a dream.. She told me her secrets. I don't remember what are the secrets, not even one. sigh. All I remember was, she's gorgeous, soft-spoken and gentle. Totally opposite of me. Hahahaha!!! Jonathan Wong was in my dream too. Basically, the dream was about the Wong and my family. (Weird)
The second dream, me signing up for slimming program at a very nice place. That's all I remember. sigh. Why am I desperate to look thin? Am I?
I just don't understand why do I always have weird and funny dreams?
Monday, March 29, 2010
Well well well.. It's time to blog. Alright! My mom banned me from using the computer because I've been using it whole day for the past few days. She gets upset easily and that's my mom.. So, what have I been doing last week? Let me recall. Erm.. Dancing, talking, laughing, singing and etc. Nothing special actually. I'm just going through my normal life as a normal girl.
Sometimes, blogging is waste of time but then since I'm free for now so as well just spend my time on writing rather than watching TV.
Oh! I had a dream last Friday night. It's about me and CL. We went shopping at Pavilion. Out of so many shopping malls, why must it be in Pavilion? Hmm.. Well, I think it's because the first time we went out together was in Pavilion for movie but it wasn't a date. It was ROCK outing. Who cares? and yea.. back to the topic. I don't really remember what happened in my dream but I do remember I hit his back because he was slouching all the time. I know he's tall but.. does he have to slouch while walking with me? Although I'm shorter than him but I ain't that short! As in, I'm taller than most of the girls or should I say Asian girls only? Anyways, it was just a dream. Hahaha!!!
The next morning, when I was having breakfast and my mom was reading The Star newspaper, suddenly she put down the newspaper and stared at me. I stared back of course. "Girl, I had a dream." she says. I was still staring, waiting for her to continue. "I dreamed of you and ChinLeng Leng 'pak tor'." she continues. I blasted a loud laugh for a minute non-stop. "Girl ar.. you don't 'gau gau zhan' again. I'm warning you. I was so angry in the dream. 'Gek sei ngor la'." she explains. I gave her a smile and continue chewing. hahaha...
Well, I admit I do have feelings on pinggan. He's a nice guy but I still prefer 'us' remaining as friends for few years just to get to know each other better. I don't wanna rush and regret later. I've hurt my mom a lot and I'm not going to hurt her ever again. I'll concentrate on my studies first then career and the rest later...
p/s: I love you mummy
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