There's a lot of things I would love to share but I've limited time and space. I can't blog anytime and any day I want. Mom is always around. She'll always check on me. Eg: who are you chatting with? What games are you playing? Who sent you the emails? Why are you talking non-sense with friends? and the list goes on..

Sometimes I feel like I'm being watched every seconds. I know God is watching me but there's another person which is my mom. I think she is over protective at times. She has to learn to let go. Letting go doesn't mean losing me. How I wish she could read this and give me a good respond but I know it will not happen.

I underestimated the homeschool boys. They're fast learners. Today was the first dance lesson and they managed to cope and the younger ones managed to catch up. I'm impressed!! Good Job! Looking forward for the next lesson. I have to teach some challenging steps from now onwards. They're no longer the 'kids' that I used to named them. keke..

Looking at Oscar's skin, that makes me heartache. I love him.. I love my cousin. Since young, he has this skin problem. Brought him for skin specialist, recovered few months ago but now... it's getting worst. I don't know what to do. I want to help but how? I've told his parents. They don't seem to bother and that makes me frustrated. How can they leave it like that? His thumb has swollen up. When I look at it, I feel like crying but I have to comfort him. I know he suffers a lot. He told me it's painful. I can feel the pain by looking at his thumb. Oh my gosh... I really hope and pray that God will heal him.

p/s: lotsa love to my family... and I pray and ask for peace be with us...

Singapore trip...

Singapore trip...

Photo shoots for Metrojaya - Back to school 2009

Photo shoots for Metrojaya - Back to school 2009

I've been eating a lot and I didn't exercise for months. My fat layer is getting thicker and thicker every second. I think I need to sign up for slimming program at my aunt's shop which is S2. Speaking of slimming, I had a dream again. (not again!)

Here it goes, I dreamed of me and my family bumped into Claire Wong and her family at Look Out Point. We had dinner together and we went funfair, both families. It's a weird dream. She's my best friend sitting next to me in school. Excuse me? I'm 2years younger than her.. What are we doing in the same class? Anyway, it's just a dream.. She told me her secrets. I don't remember what are the secrets, not even one. sigh. All I remember was, she's gorgeous, soft-spoken and gentle. Totally opposite of me. Hahahaha!!! Jonathan Wong was in my dream too. Basically, the dream was about the Wong and my family. (Weird)

The second dream, me signing up for slimming program at a very nice place. That's all I remember. sigh. Why am I desperate to look thin? Am I?

I just don't understand why do I always have weird and funny dreams?

Well well well.. It's time to blog. Alright! My mom banned me from using the computer because I've been using it whole day for the past few days. She gets upset easily and that's my mom.. So, what have I been doing last week? Let me recall. Erm.. Dancing, talking, laughing, singing and etc. Nothing special actually. I'm just going through my normal life as a normal girl.

Sometimes, blogging is waste of time but then since I'm free for now so as well just spend my time on writing rather than watching TV.

Oh! I had a dream last Friday night. It's about me and CL. We went shopping at Pavilion. Out of so many shopping malls, why must it be in Pavilion? Hmm.. Well, I think it's because the first time we went out together was in Pavilion for movie but it wasn't a date. It was ROCK outing. Who cares? and yea.. back to the topic. I don't really remember what happened in my dream but I do remember I hit his back because he was slouching all the time. I know he's tall but.. does he have to slouch while walking with me? Although I'm shorter than him but I ain't that short! As in, I'm taller than most of the girls or should I say Asian girls only? Anyways, it was just a dream. Hahaha!!!

The next morning, when I was having breakfast and my mom was reading The Star newspaper, suddenly she put down the newspaper and stared at me. I stared back of course. "Girl, I had a dream." she says. I was still staring, waiting for her to continue. "I dreamed of you and ChinLeng Leng 'pak tor'." she continues. I blasted a loud laugh for a minute non-stop. "Girl ar.. you don't 'gau gau zhan' again. I'm warning you. I was so angry in the dream. 'Gek sei ngor la'." she explains. I gave her a smile and continue chewing. hahaha...

Well, I admit I do have feelings on pinggan. He's a nice guy but I still prefer 'us' remaining as friends for few years just to get to know each other better. I don't wanna rush and regret later. I've hurt my mom a lot and I'm not going to hurt her ever again. I'll concentrate on my studies first then career and the rest later...

p/s: I love you mummy

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A woman's heart should be

so hidden in Christ

that a man

should have

to seek Him first

to find her

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{ + } 10 Things About Me { + }

* Love *

1. God
2. Meeting people
3. Singing is my hobby
4. Eat various type of delicious food (yum yum)
5. Travel around the world
6. Spend time with friends and family (my beloved ones)
7. Love to be at places surrounded by trees, plants, flowers, waterfall and etc (beach)
8. Make people laugh (laugh out loud)
9. Animals
10. Kids ( They are adorable )

* Things that I'm afraid of *

1. Insects (cockroaches, spiders, butterflies, and etc )
2. Tickles ( don't ever try )
3. People who are LOUD!!! ( It's in my hate list as well )
4. Making silly mistakes
5. Losing someone that I love
6. Stalkers
7. Get scolded by mom (hahaha, who doesn't?)
8. I'm also a God fearing person
9. Embarrassing myself in public (although it happens at times)
10. Watching bloody scene

* Things that I regret *

1. Not being a good child
2. For being too playful (had 2 experiences on dating)
3. Hurting people (especially my mom)
4. Disappoint people at times
5. Making troubles (trouble is my friend)
6. Stop piano lesson
7. Telling lies
8. Eating too much (sometimes, hahaha)
9. Sinning (I believe God has forgiven my sins)
10. Being too straight forward

* Things that I hate most *

1. Me asking question without an answer
2. Lies
3. People who are LOUD
4. People who can't control themselves
5. People who play with their toes in public (disgusting!)
6. People who don't admit their mistakes
7. People who run away from problems without solving it
8. People who don't show respect
9. People who always point finger on others (not my fault! not my fault!)
10. People who always have negative thoughts

* Food that I like *

1. Western food - Spaghetti, pizza and lamb chop
2. Sushi - Unagi and Salmon
3. Half boiled egg and fried egg
4. Musli bar/ granola bar (chocolate/ strawberry flavor)
5. Chocolate Rich Ice Cream
6. Any type of noodle
7. Cheese Cake
8. Potato Salad
9. Maggie Goreng
10. Grandma's cooking (especially during Chinese New Year)

* Drinks that I like *

1. Plain warm water
2. Hot Chocolate
3. Egg in boiling milk
4. Fresh milk (good day)
5. Fresh orange juice
6. Coffee Nut Late (Starbucks)
7. Chocolate blended milk (Coffee Beans)
8. Green Tea
9. Lemon Tea
10. Milo for breakfast

190310

Went Morning Watch Last Friday

Went Leisure Mall to shop for ROCK Amazing Race

Went Mong Kok Char Chan Teng for lunch

With Sue Ann and Alvin Kok

Bumped into Calvin Choong and his friend

They were going for a movie

Bumped into Sarah Yang and friends

They were having lunch at A & W

Did a poster for CG Awareness Week

Pasted lotsa nice photos of our CG members

Thanks Alvin, Caleb, mom and Sue Ann

for helping me

200310

ROCK Amazing Race

Sigh.. Woke up super duper early on Saturday. Didn't sleep well because Jun Wu couldn't make it for the Amazing Race. He gave me a heart attack in the middle of the night. That 'blur' fella owes me lunch. Anyway, it was over. I truly wanna say thanks to CL for staying up late just to accompany me and comfort me. Appreciate that very muchie.. :D

Reached church at 8.30am, quite a number of teams were registering at the register counter. They were all ready for the race. I like Kelvin Kok's team the most cause all three of them were wearing St. John's basketball uniform and they're tall. Ah!!! They're hot~!!! haha!!!

I was busy preparing some light refreshment. I've never make coffee in my entire life, not even for myself but yet I was making coffee for everyone early in the morning. I poured the whole packet of instant coffee into the small pink plastic cups where we normally use it during ROCK + hot water and left it on the table. I didn't notice that I've forgotten to stir it til Excel told me that the coffee I made was undrinkable and it's too HOT! Thanks Alesa for helping me as well. I will never make it without her help.

Followed Alvin to station 2 which located at one of the park right beside of PGRM. Kelvin and his team members were the first to arrived. They're fast! wow!! I'm lazy to explain the games. The games weren't fun to me either. Next!

Bought nine packets of 'Nasi Lemak' for the participants near Alvin's house. Went Tasik Permaisuri after that. Nick was standing at a red staircase, watching three tough guys doing 'duck walking' up and down the stairs. That's the station where everyone gets to take a break and have lunch but some of the teams couldn't make it on time so they had their lunch late. so charm~

Rushed back to church to prepare refreshment again. Managed to bought 'You Cha Guai' and made some cordial drinks. Congrats to Max Hoh and the team mates. They won the grand prize which is RM1200!!! Second place goes to an unknown team. Third place goes to Kelvin Kok and the gang. Not bad not bad.. They've done they're best.

I'm glad that everyone enjoyed the race even though most of us are tired and most of us got sunburn. haha! It's worth it anyways..

Can't wait for the following event which is '?? Mafia'!!!

p/s: I'm in charge of refreshment again. sigh...............

Carrie Underwood - Mama's Song lyrics

Mama you taught me to do the right things

So now you have to let your baby fly

You’ve given me everything that I will need

To make it through this crazy thing called life

And I know you watch me grow up and always want whats best for me

And I think I found the answer to your prayers

And he is good, so good

He treats your little girl like a real man should

He is good, so good, he makes promises he keeps

No he’s never gonna leave

So dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me

Mama theres no way you’ll ever lose me

And giving me away is not goodbye

As you watch me walk down to my future, I hope tears of joy are in your eyes

Cuz he is good, so good

He treats your little girl like a real man should

He is good, so good, he makes promises he keeps

No he’s never gonna leave

So dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me

And when I watch my little baby grow I’ll only want whats best for her

And I hope she’ll find the answer to my prayers

And that she’ll say

He is good, so good

He treats your little girl like a real man should

He is good, so good, he makes promises he keeps

No he’s never gonna leave

So dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me

Mama dont you worry about me

Dont you worry about me